Marlboro Boy...Adam Stanheight x Reader

Chapter 14. The Awkward Acceptance

After what happened at Adam's apartment Y/N felt incredibly different. She had given Adam oral. She didn't regret it, if anything it just proved her feelings. She really did like Adam. Who knew that B/F/N was right, a good fuck does clear the mind.

Y/N knew their friendship could be effected by this, but she didn't mind. She was certain she liked him now. She didn't know if Adam felt the same, but considering he was more than happy about the events that occurred she assumed he felt similar. 

She didn't even know what to do now. They shouldn't jump into a relationship based on a month of friendship and one time of oral sex. Y/N always had to turn to B/F/N for these things, relationships were complicated.

So that's exactly what Y/N decided, to call B/F/N. After only one ring she picked up, B/F/N always answered quick.

"Hello?" B/F/N's cheerful voice answered. Y/N smiles slightly hearing her voice. She and B/F/N go way back, hearing her voice was soothing in a way.
"Hey B/F/N," Y/N leans against her bedroom wall as she spoke, "I have news about my love-life that you're oh so interested in. You have a moment?"

B/F/N let out a loud gasp, "Dude start talkin'! Of course I have a moment,"
Y/N twirls a piece of her hair, a little embarrassed to be telling B/F/N about something as intimate as this. This wasn't like Adam just kissing her or holding her hand, they had sex. Well, kinda. Adam being on the receiving end of the deal.

"Don't freak out," she states before she dropped the bomb, she knew even if she told B/F/N she was going to freak out. So there was really no point. "I gave him head last night," she mumbled quietly, deciding to get to the point. A small mischievous smile on her face. She had to admit she felt bold doing that, and was pleased she followed through with what B/F/N advised.

"Oh my god!" B/F/N practically screamed, Y/N cringes at the loud noise and chuckles a bit, "I see you're happy," she said sarcastically. B/F/N kept her loud volume as she spoke, "Never in a million years would I expect you to actually do that! Y/N L/N, giving a dude head before shes even dating him? You have to be kidding!" 

"No, I'm not," Y/N sighs happily, It was actually kinda nice,"
"Did he have a big dick?" B/F/N says too quickly, she didn't mean to be weird, but their friendship was very close, so she asked without thinking.
"Psh, I mean yeah I guess, I don't have a lot to compare it to," Y/N blushed slightly "I don't have a lot of experince with that stuff."
"Which is exactly why I'm freaking out, you always seemed like the type of girl to wait until marriage or something,"
"I'm not a fucking saint B/F/N," Y/N lets out a laugh, not expecting her to say that, "Who even does that anymore?"

"Christians, Catholics, need I go on?" B/F/N deadpanned. Y/N shakes her head and chuckles, "No I get the point. But I need your advice that's why I called."
"Advice on what exactly?"

"What do I even say to him after that? I mean really," Y/N scoffs, "Hey I sucked your dick, what's up? Happy to be your pal!" she groans and leans her head back, "I like him, I really do. There's no way we can jump into dating though, not this early,"

"I understand," B/F/N was being serious for once, which was shocking, but she really cared about Y/N's situation. "You'll just have to try and have the conversation. Tell him you want to date in the future, just not now. He'll understand,"

Y/N went quiet for a moment, taking in B/F/N's words. She was right, she knew she was right. But that conversation was going to be awkward.
"...Okay, I'll try. I really appreciate this, thanks for helping so much."

B/F/N smiled over the phone, "Literally don't even mention it, it's nothing."

This chapter is a little bit of filler I hope you guys don't mind. I wanted Y/N to keep B/F/N updated on her love life for a few reasons.
1. It closes any gaps that you as the reader may not have picked up the first time.
2. Since they are best friends it makes sense they would update each other on every exciting detail of their life.
3. It makes great filler chapters to help with pacing.

So in all honesty it is for my convenience, and so I can make this the best delivery I can. My biggest ick is when authors make romance and relationships happen too fast so pacing is super important for me. I hope that clears up any confusion!

Much Love, Author