Chapter 16 - Torn

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PLEASE DONT HATE ME! I honestly am so sorry I have been a horrible author. I haven't updated in ages. I'm truley sorry. I've been so busy!

Most of you didn't know but Sunday March 3rd was my birthday(: wooo!

But anyways I do a sport you guys, Wrestling! I have practice Monday, Tuesday and Thurday's, I usually get out of practice and am home by 5:30 , Then I take a shower and usually fall asleep after. I get up have dinner and most of the time go back to sleep.

Fridays I have wrestling Matches and I have to be there by 4:30 and school ends at 3:00 So i get home change and leave. Then I don't get home till about 9 and I'm super tired. On Wednesdays I usually rest. So I'm so sorry that I've been so busy

...BUT! Next week is wrestling championships so after next week I'll be done with Wrestling and will be about to update more! YAAY! I also haven't updated on weekends cos I'm lazy ha ha sorry but yeah. I hope you guys aren't mad. This is a short chapter but I pinkie promise to update tomorrow, and I always keep my pinkie promises. 

I hope you guys enjoy this short chapter! 

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Zayn's POV

Here I am standing in the boy's a I's kitchen. I've been here for a while now, but I got distracted. I've been staring at a beautiful girl. 

Ariana.

I can't help but smile as she plays around with the boys, giggling and laughing loudly. The sides of my lips twitch into a smile as I sigh. Is everything back to normal? I guess you can say that. I'm just glad everyone is happy.

"Have you ordered the pizza yet mate?" I heard a deep slow voice say behind me. I spun around to see Harry behind me.

I shook my head no, running my fingers through my hair.

"What have you been doing there then?" He questioned, walking towards the fridge and grabbing a Pepsi.

"Honestly? I've been staring at Ariana this whole time."

His eye brow raised as a smirk grew across his lips, "You really like her don't you?" I nodded.

"What are you gonna do about Perrie?" His question caught me off guard. 

Perrie!

I had totally forgotten about her. How could I have possible forgotten my own girlfriend. I was so caught up in getting Ariana back that I'd totally forgot I already had a girlfriend.

"Shit." I mumbled.

"What are you going to do ? You can't just dump Perrie out of the blue." Harry asked rocking back and fourth on the heels of his feet.

"Well what else can I do? What do I tell Ariana?" 

"Do what ever feels right mate," Harry concluded walking out of the kitchen back with the rest of the group.

I dug my palms into my eyes, grunting frustratingly.

Harry was absolutely right. I can't just dump Perrie out of the blue like that, without reason at all. I mean yeah I was starting to lose interest in her but i'll still feel bad for doing that. Then again, I've already cheated on her tonight. I did kiss Ariana, and i'm pretty sure I just sent Ariana the message that I want to date her. 

I also can't just tell Ariana I don't want her cos I sure as hell do.

Is this what being torn feels like? Because I don't like it at all.

Ariana and I are currently in bed cuddling. We haven't really said a word to each other. Just lying together.

I ran my fingers through her blonde hair tugging the ends lightly causing her to smile. Her head rested on my chest and raise up and down as I breathed. She ran her fingers along the shape of my tattoos.

She tilted her head up kissing my jaw. "Zayn." She whispered.

"Yes?" 

"What are we?"

I breathed out slowly, sitting up, Ariana coming up with my with a confused look.

"I-I don't know." I looked her in the eye. I shrugged.

"What do you mean you don't know?" She asked standing up. I looked at her with an unknowing look. I really didn't know. How do you tell the person you love you can't be with them?"

"It's complicated."

Her eyes flickered anger then back to hurt. "Complicated? What's so complicated about being with me Zayn?"

I looked down at my lap, fiddling with my fingers.

"Do you even wanna be with me?" She whispered, but loud enough for me to hear.

"Of course." I sighed

"Than what's stopping you?" 

"I have a girlfriend."

She gulped. I looked up from my lap to see her brown glossy eyes. A single tear rolling down her flushed cheek.

She shook her head at me before storming out the room. I ran after her screaming her name. "Ariana let me explain!"

She stopped, turning around, "The same thing you didn't let me do two years ago... goodbye Zayn." Then finally she turned and ran.

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