I never knew

My life was normal, all the way up to until I was 12.

Before that I was your average shy girl, with no close friends and no boyfriend. I barely had friends and no one knew me. Later on I transformed into some kind of slut, but at least I was popular. I'll tell you how all this happened.

*Flashback*

It was my first day of grade 7, I was 12. My dad passed away, so I was stuck with my oh-so-annoying stepmother. "I'm leaving, bye mom." I quietly whispered as I headed out the door. I felt like such a loner, alone and no one to talk to. 

I was heading to my first class, which was English. I bump into this cute guy, and he gets all pissed at me. "HEY! Watch where you're going!" He yells.

I apologize, and run out quickly to my class. I was late, on the first day, how "awesome". Everyone starts making this big deal that I was late, and my first reaction is to yell

"SHUT UP!" All the eyes are drawn to me, I blush and feel completely retarded. I bury my head in a book, just before the teacher; Ms.Barrie starts picking on me.

."Stop laughing at her!" she yells at the other students. I thought I was on her good side until she whispers to me: "Don't act so stupid! It's the first day of class and you already got a bad impression on everyone". Oh how she's so annoying. 

Finally the day is done, I hate school so much. I got piled with a lot of homework, and I have no free time. 

Oh- I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Amy. I'm mostly lonely all the time, with no friends. Everyone is against me-just for now. I'm 5'0, which is short for my age. I have waist-length black hair, and big black eyes. My nose is too big also. I'm not fat-or skinny, pretty average. Well enough about me, back to the story. 

I have 3 brothers, Cole, Derek and Steph. Cole is older then me- 15, Derek is 17 and Steph is 19. I'm the youngest of the family, which I hate. My dad passed away when I was 9, I miss him. He was the only one who ever truly loved me. 

The day is now over, I go to sleep. I stare at the clock in my room, as it flashes 11:00 pm. I hug my stuffed cat toy close to my chest as I go to bed, hoping everything will turn out alright. 

Maybe it will get better.

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