⚠︎: strong words
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mina's povhave you experienced being called a goodgirl? because i did and i'm telling you everytime i'm hearing it i can feel my spine shivering, is that even possible?
when people calls me good girl i will observe how disappointed will they be if i fail to reach their expectation, well except i never fail to reach theirs.
being the daughter of the president is so tiring, sometimes i just want to be a normal student living their life, i just want to experience a typical life where you can befriend anyone low or high class, but in my situation i don't think it will ever happen
dad's been controlling though mom always supports me, at least at my passion
i was trained to be a princess, no friends from low class, always composed, academics must not be only good but excellent or else everyone around me will be disappointed, especially my father.
he always reminds me of those king in a movie that controls their daughter, he is most likely a king tho, he ruled the country, the country is in his hands including me.
even choosing a friend must go through him, i must have a friend that is in his standard, he will either scare or shoo some people that will befriend me because they are poor.
i woke up when i heard the birds chirping disturbing my beautiful sleep making me yawn and stare at the ceiling for a minute before getting up from my humble bed, groaning as soon as i did.
these past few days has been so tiring, in this household i'm a studyholic and bookworm who only knows good deeds like an innocent little girl.
i am always a quiet kid that all of the people around me doesn't want to interact with me especially my cousins who are more fond of my older sister, tiffany. i honestly don't care about them, all they care is money and inheritance that they will get from my father.
to their perspective, i am the quiet goody two shoes but there's this saying that quiet once have the wildest mind.
let me tell you a secret but you must not tell this to anyone
first, i am not that innocent, rather i think i am the most freaky when it comes to sex.
i'm no maria, i had sex of course but my parents doesn't need to know that information and tell you what the most risky thing i did for a good fuck is doing kinky shit inside the janitors' room at the school.
the way my heart pounded excitedly that time at the thought of getting caught, i still remember who i did it with, it's with that freaking intersex professor named jeongyeon, if i'm not mistaken. yes, my first risky sex is with a girl and she's better than the men who fucked me.
she's our math teacher and it all started with my teasing, i always stare at her hungrily letting her catch me gawking at her veiny hands and always biting my lips until she couldn't take any teasing anymore, after class she told me to stay because we'll talk about something and the rest is history.
my secret is safe with all of the guys i've fucked, i don't know about her tho. well, she better keep it as a secret because her reputation is the one on the line not mine, father can handle it if there's an issue about us, money can, how about her? she's just a professor who works their butt for their family. i know i sound like a bitch but that's the real me.
i am a horny slut and i don't have plans denying it, i always want dick stuck inside me that's why i always carry my dildo or vibrator inside my bag with a secret pocket
of course i need to protect my image, what will they say if the genius quiet with a demure face student is into some freaky shits.
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