Fell Between The Cracks (Kirito x Reader)

Chapter 17-Lets tell them with Tears

Suguha's POV (hehe you didnt expect this!)
Kirigaya came back home but he didnt seem too happy to come home. Once he put his foot on the door, he completely ignored me. He didnt give me hello, or im home, or a smile, OR EVEN EYE CONTACT.

Right now he's in his room and he has stayed there for like 5hrs. Sometimes i would check on him from outside the door and ask if he were ok, but all i could hear wimpers.

"Hey kirigaya! You havent eaten right? I got some food from the store!" I yelled.

"Im not hungry!" He yelled back.

"You said something! Ohmigosh! Could you please tell me whats wrong?!" I yelled. I think the whole block could hear.

But there was the silence again, i sighed and walked to hs door. Tried to open it but it would bugde. "Fudge cakes its locked" i mumbled. I put my lips into the edge of the door and tried to speak.

"Hey, you know you cant stay there forever. Tell whats wrong please? What happened in the game?"

The wimpers got louder and harder and footsteps came walking into the door. The door knob started moving and the door was free. His face landed on my shoulder as he cried.

"Hey, tell your sister whats wrong?"

"Some one i loved-"

Your Pov
Today i decided to stay in my room, and i locked it. Today i decided to tell me mom about how much ive suffered. How much i missed them and their rude words. I missed how the pain lingered in my skin and the pain wont let me breath.

Today i was happy that i had my hair pulled, punched in the leg, on the eye, and a huge scar on my arm. Yeah, yeah i know it aounds crazy but i feel really happy.

I walked out of my room and walked to my mother and fathers room. The door was slightly opened but i would want to disturb her so i knocked on the door.

"Mom?" I asked.

"What!" She yelled from inside.

"I just wanted to say that i love you, and while i were in the game i couldnt stop thinking about you, and father, and manaka, and eiji." I said. "Mom! May you be paitent and let me tell you what sufferings i have incountered in the game?! I need to let it out."

"NO!" She yelled as he closed the door.

"MOM! YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?! HUH?! I SUFFERED LONELINESS MOST OF THE TIME! I WAS ALMOST RAPED! OH AND YOU DONT CARE BECAUSE YOU DONT LOVE ME! MOM I ALMOST DIED IN THE GAME ONCE! MOM ARE YOU LISTENING?!" I yelled.

"I am not listening to your excuses anymore, go to your room." She said.

"MOM! THEY ARE NOT EXCUSES! YOU COULD ASK KIRI- oh right..." i said leaving his name out.

"Who?" She asked.

"No never mind you wouldnt listen to me anyway." I said as i walked back into my room.

I walked back into my room to my window and leaned my head on my hand. I smiled as i remembered the times kirigaya and i used to be friends. When we used to send paper airplanes with notes.

Flashback...
"Hello! Im new here, can you show me around?" A (H/c) girl said as she rubbed her eye.

"Hey sure I can! My name's Kirigaya! What's yours?" The boy named kirigays asked.

"(Y/n)! (Y/n)." She said.

"Well ok (y/n), this is the block your going to be living right?"

"Uh yeah, i live right there!" She said as she pointed at the house next to his.

"Oh so were going to be neighbors!" He said smiling.

"I guess so!" I said trying to bring a smile onto my face.

"So we could go into each other's houses and play video games all day!" He said.

"Uhhh, im not sure about that."

"What why?"

"You'll know when you see it."

And from that the girl walked away leaving the poor boy in confusion.

End of flashack...

"But he was surprised when he saw them, and took care of me until then. Like brother i never had. Yup, yeah" i said smiling.

"Wait who are you talking about?" Manaka asked.

I froze and turned around slowely. I looked at mom, and manaka at the door staring at me in confusion. I sighed and sat on the floor.

"No one, why are you guys here?"

"Tell me what happened in the game." Manaka said.

"Huh?"

Tell me about the game too." Mom said.

"Is hinata here?" I asked.

"No." Manaka said.

"What do you guys want to know." I asked.

"I want to know about the story of almost being raped and the loneliness." Mom said.

"I want to know about kirigaya!" Manaka yelled.

"Of course you do." I said. "He fell in love with a girl, which was my bff, she fell in love with him, she left home to go with him, got mariied, went into a honeymoon, and had a kid named yui, that all ive heard."

"What?!" She yelled! "Ill have a talk with him right-!"

"NO! Dont bother, hes not in the mood." I warned.

"What about thd other two stories?" Mom asked.

"Uh, well for the raping, me and asuna, the girl who got married with kirigaya in the game, were in a battle, i got an item, bla bla bla, i went home and two orange players were in the game one named ben, tried, kirigaya and klen came and saved both asuna and i."

"What about asuna, didnt the other one go for her?" Manaka asked.

"No, asuna had a loose wire so her avatar started freezing, if the wire wasnt tightened she couldve died." I said.

"And the loneliness?" Mom asked.

"Well, when kirigaya and asuna were together, they moved out and i was alone in the house most of the time, hana, my other friend would talk to me once in a while but thats really it, she would be either finishing quests or hanging out with her boyfriend." I sighed.

"Is there anything else?" Manaka asked.

"Yeah but their pretty boring."

"(Y/n)! Im sorry!" Manaka yelled.

"Huh?"

"Im sorry too!" Mother yelled.

"Wait what?"

"We shouldnt have treated you so badly! Im so sorry! Gomen gomen gomen!" Manaka yelled.

I smiled as i looked at them breaking down into tears, "im not going to cry im not going to cry" i thought. Tears started to forms as i croouched to my knees.

"Im sorry that i had treated you wrong for false things you have done." Mother yelled.

"NO! THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN OTHERS WOULDNT! THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A HOME, A ROOM AND FOOD! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!" I yelled.

I scooted to them and hugged them both tight, the hugged me back as we cried in each others shoulders. Telling our feelings through our tears. The happiesnt moment i could ever experience.

Thank you

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