Agoraphobia

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by iloveabitch

by iloveabitch

                                    
                                              Summary: it right after MoM came out and your walking with Xochitl and the cast of MoM and you get scared by all the people
Agoraphobia-fear of crowds
We walked along the street, on our way to lunch.
"Holy shit it's Elizabeth Olsen!" Some one yelled. 'Shit'. I thought. They ran over, then 6 more people ran over and soon there was fifty. I tightened my grip on Xochitls hand. We were being pulled in a bunch of different directions. My grip loosened until or hands were barley intertwined. Soon her hand slipped out of mine. My breathing became heavy. "Robbie! Lizzie!Xochitl!" I yelled. I fell to the ground. People surround me, I curled up into a ball and rocked back and forth.
"Hey move!move!" A voice yelled. Someone picked me up. "I got you. I got you." The voice whispered. It was Robbie. He took me over to the car. I was hyperventilating my eyes darted around.
"Where is she," I asked
"Xochtil and Liz are across the street." He said pointing. He rubbed my back as my breathing calmed. He gave me a water bottle.
"Slow." He said. I took sips in between of my breaths.
"I think you should start seeing the therapist again." He said. I nodded and leaned into him. He kissed my forehead. The door opens and Lizzie and Xochtil got in. 
"Hey babe." Xochtil said softly. She hugged me. I held onto her as she stroked my hair. She kissed my head.
"I'm sorry I let go of your hand I didn't mean too." She apologized. I just nodded into her chest, tears continued to stream down my face. She continued to whisper sweet words into my ear.
"I love you. I love you." She kept telling me.
"I won't let go I promise." She told me