I hate that everytime we get assigned for a group project is that there is partners and the worst part is if it's a two partner project.
Even if you have to hold hands or one of you has to be the "gentleman" love can easily make its way to you.
And that's what I hate about it, it makes me feel things I only imagined in fairytales things that are "too good to be true".
It puts me in denial but also leaves me confused and assuming that they feel the same way, though I tell myself that I'm just pretending I like that person but now I don't even know.
I get confused if I like them in a platonic way or a romantic way, it is just complicated for me to understand what it really is even though it doesn't happen that much, yet I still keep myself questioning my decisions and if I actually like them in a way I'd like to see them everyday or if I like them where I would love to stay by their side and be their companion on every breath and adventure they take.
