" Promise me, you won't leave "

Story begins

We met during primary school. Oh not to forget she is older than me! We didn't literally talk in school but through facebook! Haha we talked almost everyday & we even dared each other to say hi in school (( we was really pathetic )) then yes we became best friends! Since i was primary school till secondary. It was a wonderful 3 years with her haha. But sadly it had to end 😔 maybe it's me who arent good enough haha. We promised each other not to leave no matter what happened but 2014 was just a bad year for us. Or maybe god have a better plan for each of us. We dont know. I was totally a pathetic bitch losing my WAY when i lose HER. No one knows how i feel deeply. The feeling of getting sick so i can be in the hospital , hoping she will visit me.BUT i made myself stronger & told myself, " everyone eventually leaves " . That sentence never stop coming in to my mind & remind me. She found her new friends so she didnt need me anymore! Anyways, i'm useless who needs me right ,probably those who are still staying are fake.