" Promise me, you won't leave "

Now

Now, i feel alright because i managed to control my feelings but hey, i do get pretty upset looking at how she's happy without me. But again, i told myself, i have to go on wit life no matter what. My heart's broken & i can never do anything about it. She was the best & she was someone that how happy i am to know her. She was the one. Till now, i still cry about her hoping she will come back. U guys may think i'm lying but i'm not. I dont make stories to get attention bc i dont need attention i have more than enough attention. I'm just writing stories based on how i feel & also what had happened to me. Yes, to me. In school, i acted like nothing happen because firstly, i didnt want my friends to think i'm a loser. I became weak just because of me, losing a friend. But for your information, she WASNT a FRIEND. SHE was MY EVERYTHING OKAY. She helped me alot. She was there when i'm at my lowest. She was there to celebrate with me when i'm happy. Can you imagine if u ever lost someone that mean so much to you? Can you? Do you think you're strong to face all this alone? Ask yourself this.