The Sweet Flows

001

AN UNEXPECTED NIGHT

CHAPTER ONE

"Fuck why are you not answering my calls?" i mumble while still trying to call Jaden while i nible my nails, Jaden's been my boyfriend for years he never done this so what now? i got tired that's when i decided to call his friend that i have contact with.

a few ring and he picked up "hey how's it going?" he said, I'm freaking out dude i rolled my eyes "si Jaden is he with you?, ilang beses ko na kasi syang tinatawagan hindi sya sumasagot" i know i should calm down and he might be just busy but no, busy for weeks? not even calling or texting me? "No, i thought he's with you?"

"what do you mean, i wouldn't be calling you if he's with me" i said frustrated and walking back and forth in my room "calm down bruh, i don't know where he is i haven't been in his hause and we haven't changed text since,.... last week was it?" he said, see? it's like he's suddenly gone, i sighed in frustration.

"you should calm down first it's not like he's missing or something, have you gone to his home?" he asked and I've think of this before "no, baka kasi busy lang sya and i Don't want to disturb him, this has happened before but he called me and sent me messages but this time he didn't" you can hear the worries in my voice.

I'm might be exaggerating but i just you know..... love him he's my first love, first boyfriend, first kiss, my first date, my fiance,

i ended the call and decided to go to his house hindi naman malayo ang bahay nya saamin it took me 20 mins by car to get to his house, i tried ringing the doorbell but nothing, no answer he can't be somewhere else he's not the kind to go out so much specially in the middle of the day.

i tried ringing it more and waited there, kaya'y tinignan ko kung saan nya nilalagay ang isang susi kung sakali pupunta ako dito and my word light up when i saw a single key resting there i took it and did not take a slightest hesitation to open the door.

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the room was hugged by silence everything seems like weird to me, what happened to this place, tho it look the way the last time i picture this place, but it has this feeling like it has been abandoned for months.

umakyat ako kung saan ang kwarto nya at kinatok ito, wala namang nangyaring masama sa kanya no?, i opened the door and no one was there, where could this guy be.

hinalungkat ko na lahat ng sulok nang bahay na'to and i found no trace of my boyfriend i started to feel more worried, and even more frustrated.

i sat down and calmed my self, just where the freak could this guy be?, i waited there thinking he might have just went out somewhere, minutes into hours of hours no one came, outside have turned pitch black, nagtiyaga akong hintayin sya and didn't even notice the time and fell asleep.

he'll be home tomorrow for sure, i convincing myself into believing hell comeback.

morning came and still no Jaden show up, hanggang sa tumagal ang paghihintay ko at wala talagang nagpakitang Jaden.

sinabi ko narin sa mga kaibigan niya, we reported this as missing person and it's been months and still no results of him.

and I'm still here waiting in his home hoping that he'll come home, i may not want to admit I'm losing too, I'm losing it slowly but i still have hope that he'll come home.

if he comes back i want to ask him, what was he thinking? did he fell out of love? i really wanted answer.

looking at his room now reminds me of how deep our love was, and suddenly it crumbled down like it's  nothing, i stop the thought before my tears start flowing again, mas maigi pang idaan ko nalang to sa pagkain.

and so i grabbed my hoodie and key and went to my car and drove to the convenience store near.

ice cream is my therapist, i chose a flavor and went back to my car immediately and drove somewhere i can be alone and enjoy my ice cream in silent.

i stayed in the car and began devouring my ice cream, ice cream's really great at time like this
as i start sobbing like a kid.

"ganto ba talga pag first love?, di manlang pinaabot ng ilang taon pa, we planned our future and look what happened, my first love broke my fragile heart, how dare you hurt me this bad" talked to my self i should let this all out and by tomorrow this pain will all be gone.

"tomorrow I'll move on, maybe you've found someone new, i wish she's not anything better than me and not anything special, if you're listening i hope your not treating her like how you treated me, i atleast i want to be unique" talking as if he could hear me and started more sobbing loudly whining about life like a child not getting a new toy.

minutes passed and I've calmed down ubos narin ang ice cream and I'm so full right now, i look up at my surroundings and saw the outside of my car it's not that dark since the moon's light Brighting the place, it's very peaceful here just how i needed it.

inaantok na ako at gusto nang matulog but not in the middle of nowhere but i wanted to sleep so bad maybe a little nap, pinikit ko ang mata ko and leaned my head, for a moment i thought i felt something weird but i ignore it and the nap i planned turn to sleep.

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