Her purple lipstick

Me Myself and My thoughts

I went to sleep after yesterday and woke up. But today was worse then yesterday. Today I couldn't move. I can talk but my body doesn't move. I called my mom she came and asked:
- what's wrong sweetie?
- can you bring me an apple and some water?
- Yeah sure.
She then came with an apple and water and left I then drank some water and finnaly my legs started to move then I bit into the apple and started to eat but few minutes later I was vomiting. It was normal because it had happened to me before. Then my mom started to search for me everywhere she at first called me sweetie then she got mad and called my Ashley and then bad names. I said that I was in the toilet she then ran in and slapped me and said:
- You You ungrateful rat. I know what you did. I know. You did drugs. You promised. Oh you going to regret this.
Then she slapped me but a bit to hard because I hit my head into the toilet and I started to bleed my blood was everywhere. On my hands on my legs on my mom. Then she started to run around the house. Then she grabbed me and rushed to the hospital. The doctor asked how did this happened and she lied she said that I ran to the toilet to vomit and I feel on the toilet and hit my head. The doctors belived her. I then were waiting for my doctor to do anything but still there were blood everywhere. I was even thinking about running away from the hospital because my mom will say to my doctors about my addiction and I don't want to go to rehab. I've been there it didn't helped me. I'm still an addict. Few days past. I'm home. My mom apologizing to me that she did it as accident. I was so mad at her for what she did. Every time I come home I start running to my room. And if you are thinking how will you live without food and water? I have a job so I am able to buy myself food and water. And right now I am saving my money to run away buy a apartment and live alone I am 16 years old so I can do that but right now i dont have any money to buy it. I get 50 bucks every week from my job so in a month i get around 200 bucks to 250. So back  to the story. As i come back to school. I overhear about a party at Harry's. So you know what that means I'm going. Alone but nothing I just want to get drunk and maybe find new friends. The party will be Saturday night. My mom isn't letting me go. But you think I'm going to listen to her? No shit I'm not going to listen to her and I'm going to sneak out