METANOIA (completed)

07 I {Nightmare}

/Mr Choi's house/

Dohyun went to his father's mini office. He opened a drawer. He touched one by one of the knives in there. "Which knife do you want, appa?" he asked.
Silent.
He took one of the knives from the drawer. "This one is perfect."
He walked to his dad, who tied on a chair. He got rid of the selotip from his father's mouth.

"Please, Dohyun, don't do this to me. I'm so sorry for what I've done to you.''
"Oh~ now you know the word 'sorry,' huh?" Dohyun put the knife on his father's neck and slowly pressed deeper. Mr. Choi groaned in pain. Dohyun pulled away the knife.

Dohyun looked at the blood that was coming out of his father's neck. ''What a thick blood you have. What if you did some good work? Like being a blood donor, rather than those illegal works, hmm?"

''Dohyun, please don't kill me.'' Mrs. Choi's eyes started watering. He tried to untie the ropes that bound his hands and feet, but he couldn't.

"I love seeing you scared like this. It's so much fun when someone begs to me. Now I know why you love to torture people at your army camp before.''

''Dohyun, please put down the knife.'' Mr. Choi couldn't talk much as his neck was in such pain.

''Why? I just want to become like you. You asked me to learn something like this before, right? I've learned a little bit, I guess.'' Dohyun put gently his knife on his father's left cheek. ''I'm your best student, right?'' added Dohyun.

''Dohyun please. San will hate you if he sees you like this.'' said his father. Scared.

Dohyun swiped his knife from his father's cheek. Mr. Choi groaned again in pain while Dohyun started screaming like crazy.
"I DON'T CARE! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!! YOU KNOW HOW HARD I AM TO TAKE CARE OF HIM? AND HOW STRESSED I AM TO DO ALL THE WORK YOU ASKED ME TO DO? DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD I AM EVERYTIME SAN GETS HURT??? DID YOU KNOW THAT APPA???!!!!!!''
Mr. Choi looked at his son in silence. For the first time he saw his son like this.

"Oh, I shouldn't call you that. You're not my father anymore. My father is dead!'' Dohyun stabbed his father in the neck. His father groaned loudly. He pulled out the knife. He smiled while looking at the blood spurting from his father's neck.
"It's so pretty, like a water fountain. A red fountain~" Dohyun grined.

''Hyung~?''
Dohyun turned back and saw San at the door. ''Hi San''
''Appa!!'' San ran to his father, who had already died. "What are you doing, hyung?!" San cried.

"Just play a game with appa" Dohyun smiled. "Wanna join me? You said you wanted to kill appa before, right?"

"You're crazy, hyung." San tried to snatch the knife from his brother's hand. Dohyun punched San in the stomach. San was pushed back by his brother's punch.

''San! I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." Dohyun walked towards San, who was lying on the floor.

San got up fast and pushed his brother hard against the wall. Little did they know the knife was between their bodies, and Dohyun stabbed San accidentally. San fell down on the floor and groaned.

"San! I'm so sorry!" Dohyun shivered, not knowing what to do.
''Hyung~'' called San in a weak voice.
''Yes?'' Dohyun holds San's hand. "Aghhhhhh" he groaned as San gripped his hand and pushed his long nails against Dohyun's skin.
"I... hate...! you!" San pulled the knife from his stomach and stabbed Dohyun.

Dohyun was screaming in pain on the floor.
"I hate you, hyung" that were the last words from San before his breath ended.

Dohyun looked at his little brother, who lay down beside him. They still held each other's hands. ''But I love you, San. I'm sorry~'' His tears fell. His eyes became blurry. He closed his eyes.