A Rejected Mate and A Baby

update

Hello, everyone! It's been almost 4 years since I last updated. I honestly forgot about this one. Mainly because there are a lot of things going on in my life. Which I wasn't prepared for and am not ready to talked about it then. It was hard for me to accept and tell others my story, how things turned out in my life and how I wanted to just end things up.

In 2018 my parents split up, making me feel like I was a ball. I had to leave the Philippines and move from places to places for a couple of months. I went with my mom to Canada and was able to live there for a couple of months until we have to move back to San Diego for another 3 months because of my moms work. But luckily the end of 2018 was one of the most memorable scenario that have happened to me because they decided to got back together and work things out.

In 2019, I met a guy. Who rocked my whole world and was able to live my life to the fullest and also we went back to Mallorca. I dedicated most of my 2019 studying and trying to finish my school because 2019 is way better than 2018 until around July 2019. My parents decided to end their marriage. When they got divorced, I was forced to choose which parent I'm going to live with. I didn't want to leave my boyfriend at that time so I stayed with my dad and continue my education and continue to live my life (Me and my mom is in good terms). The relationship that I had later on become relationshit because I found out that while I was giving him my everything, he was cheating on me. So that's where everything got messed up. I started to get addicted to liquor (underage drinking apparently), weed, smoking and other stuff. Which nearly took my life not just once but twice.

2020 during pandemic, I stayed with my mom in SD while still doing the same shit that I have been doing but this time I lost control. 2020 I was put into rehab. It was the hardest year of my life because I wasn't able to talk to anyone. It was hard because I thought I won't make it. But I did. 9 months of rehab was worth it. But because of pandemic and isolation, I was diagnosed with depression. I haven't been able to contact my friends personally mainly because I turned my backs on them when I was doing stupid things trying to get over my ex boyfriend.

2021 I was doing treatment, but, I'm happy to say that I have been sober for the longest. My mom and dad is in good terms despite the fact that they got divorced.

Up until now, I am still learning how to put pieces of me back together and realizing that I have this one. I was using my old phone when I saw this app. And I immediately check it out and read some comments. It made me happy thinking that despite of the major and minor problems of this ongoing book, you guys have been there since the beginning. However, I'm not going to be doing this one anymore. I mean, I will be but my best friend will be helping me. She's going to be the one who's going to update this ongoing book but I'm still going to be here for you guys. ❤️

I love you all. Xoxo, Tia.