Gunshots (Cod oneshot!!)

rudy angst oneshot :) (this sucks ass omg)

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That's how it sounded. Rodolfo just got shot in the back (more specifically, just below his shoulders in different areas) 3 times, and before he could even notice, cry or scream, ghost had him on the ground to get the bullets out. With price, soap and gaz crowding over.. alejandro joining them soon after. Alejandro seemed heartbroken, as if he was about to loose his best friend to some mere gun shots to his back.

Rodolfo was suprised that alejandro even bothered to come.

However, This didn't stop Rudy from trying to get out of ghosts grasp, because he knows what's coming, but soap and gaz rush to keep him down. And just when he thought this couldn't get worse, he turns his head around to see ghost using a lighter to heat up his knife. This triggers a flashback to the house fire he barely escaped, he screams, struggling even harder.. "please don't burn me, please- ale! Ale, get them not to, tell them not to! Please! Alejandro, help!" He pleads. He pleads and pleads..

But this has to happen.

Price has to strike up a conversation with alejandro, he has to distract him because he knows that alejandro will try to help Rudy.

"C'mon alejandro, keep your eyes on me."

"But rudy-"

"Its okay. He'll be alright, mate. just keep your eyes over here, just look over here mate.."

And that was that. Alejandro kept his eyes on price, trying to forget about his friend who's screaming and crying behind him, his eyes teared up slightly.. And then he has to cover his ears..

The moment the hot knife comes into contact with rodolfo's back, he fucking screams. He wails. He sobs. Soap covers his mouth because none of them can bare hearing Rodolfo's cries, especially his best friend. Soap whispers 'shhh.. It'll be okay' over and over and over again to Rodolfo, hoping it'll help. But it doesn't.. Rodolfo's eyes are too blurred with his own tears, and his mind is too fogged with flashbacks of that house fire to even be able to hear soap.

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he past few days have been hell for Rodolfo.

But this all changes when alejandro decides to take note of how Rodolfo seems to be feeling, and Rudy notices alejandro following him around constantly and asking if hes okay.

"You realize I do know that you're following me about?" Rudy asked, well. More like stated as he turned around to see alejandro behind him.

"Just in case you need help with anything. You do realize you got shot in the back 3 times.." alejandro paused. "And I care about you."

"I know- but I'm fine, really." Rudy replied almost instantly. He seemed a small bit surprised that alejandro said that last part. "Thank you, though.." He added.

"The way you where crying yesterday says differently, rudy"

"Ale! You said you wouldn't speak about that." Rudy seemed a bit annoyed now.

"I know I know- I just can't help but feel bad for you. You're so brave, you know?" Alejandro complimented.

"Yeah. You're just saying that." As Rudy said this, he turned around and continued to walk.

And yet, alejandro followed still. He followed and followed, until he couldn't bare the silence between the two of them. When he couldn't bare the silence, he spoke:
"Can I hug you? I promise I won't hurt your back." He joked a bit.

"No." Rodolfo wanted to say yes, but didn't feel like getting emotional right now.

Alejandro gave him a look that said 'are you for real right now.' Or 'too bad' because he didn't care about Rodolfo's response, he just hugs him from behind, slightly picking him up by accident. "You really need a hug, rudy.."

Silence..

"Okay.. maybe I do" as Rudy talked, he gets steady on his feet again as he hugs alejandro back slightly, with a smile. "Thank you, alejandro.."

The hug didn't last as long as Rudy had hoped, alejandro had let go. It lasted about a minute or two before alejandro looked satisfied with making Rudy feel better. When he had felt satisfied, he let go of Rudy and turned around to leave, walking away.

Rudy rolled his eyes, this was alejandro he was with right now, but he wished that the hug had lasted longer.. and maybe they could've ki--
No. That would never happen.

But now, rudy had a smile on his face..
But..
he was the one following alejandro around now.

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On the rare days that both Rudy and alejandro have a day or two off, they spend it together. But alejandro seems a bit more comfortable with Rudy then usual. This includes asking to hold his hand.

"Rudy, can I.. hold your hand?" alejandro said this confidently. As he does talk confidently normally.. that's what Rudy likes about him.

"Hold my hand? Alejandro what's going on today- you seem more comfy than usual." He finally decides to ask, as if he had just realized.

"Eh.. am I not allowed to be comfortable around my friend?"

The word "friend" was a word that Rudy hated when it came out of alejandro's mouth, because he wishes for them to be more than just.. friends. However, he knows that not all wishes can come true.

"Yeah.. you can hold my hand." he couldn't help but smile, as if he wanted this to happen, which he did, but he didn't want alejandro to know that. So he looks off to the side.

Soon, Rudy can feel one of alejandro's hands intertwining with his own, and it was a bit surprisingly colder than usual, but it left a warm feeling inside of him. A feeling of longing for more than a friendship with the other male, but also a feeling of acceptance.. A feeling of..Limerence. he wants to know if alejandro feels the same. But suddenly, this next action seems to answer his question..

Alejandro used his other hand to gently grab hold of Rudy's chin, so they finally lock eyes. "How do you feel about me?"

He was stunned, what the hell just happened? He couldn't help but blush a small bit. Alejandro seems to have got his answer too. Because he leans in for a kiss, kissing him straight on the lips, but it was a quick kiss. Rudy wished it would've lasted a bit longer.

"What-.. what? Alejandro, did you just-"

"Yes! I did. I did just kiss you, Rudy.. don't you think I haven't been noticing the way you've been acting around me recently.. I'm not a fool, mi amor." Alejandro interrupts.

"But you are a fool.. for kissing me- why not Valeria? Why me?" Rudy doubts himself. Again.

"I don't want Valeria, I want you. I've always wanted you, and it's clear that you feel the same towards me, am I right?"

"You're right.."

'How the fuck am i going to explain this to soap?!' He thought, it's not that soap needed to know, but him and soap tell eachother everything.