I see you..{NETEYAM x OC)

I live by my own law

Song:Pray for me-Weeknd

...........................{Neteyam's pov}

I woke up seeing her.I want to wake up like this every day.I got up.She felt my presence and immediately woke up.When she saw me she quickly remembered everything.She blushed.She couldn't believe.Just like me.She runned.I chuckled.She is so pure.

I called my Ikran and flew.I was remembering all our moments togheter.I was really happy.

Happy.Free.In love.This is how I felt.Flying freely.Touching the water with my hand.

I always felt like the world was on my shoulders.My dad put way to much on me.I didn't have time to do all the childish things.I had responsabilities.I trained all my life to become the next  Olo'eyktan.And now,after we left our home,I felt useless.I still wanted to be succesfull like my dad.

But now,after I mated with her,after I got true hapiness,I feel special.A true mighty warrior.And I will give my life to protect my family and my mate.

I will live by my own law.Where anyone who hurts my beloved ones gets to pay with their life.Where I live free,and protect my land with my own life.
.   .   .

I still remember those days.

◆past◆

"Neteyam!"Metiry came and hugged me.

My ten year old heart was racing.

"I missed you!"she said

"It's only been 3 days since we last saw eachother but I've missed you too!"I said hugging her back

"Jake and Neytiri still haven't came with Kiri and Lo'ak,do you know what that means?We can play together Neteyam!"she bursted in pure hapiness.

My eyes glowed at her words.Ofcourse I wanted to play with her.I took her hand and runned at the Tree of Voices.We ran around surrounded by atokirinas.We played all day.

"Neteyam,why don't you play with us like you used to?"

"Well,dad told me I'm old enough to train more,so I don't have time."

"Well,when we will grow up,you won't have to live by the boring laws,right?Will you come to stay with us?To stay with me?"

"I promise you , Im gonna live by my own laws,where is a necesity to protect you and stay with you"

And that was a moment of realisation.

I fell for her.Was it today?Was it the day I met her?A thing was clear:I loved her and I would always will.

◆present◆

It's kinda nostalgic.But Im happy that I can live by my own law now.

I continued flying.Feeling the wind embracing me.Feeling I got a new chance when I was revived by Eywa.When I was revived by Metiry.

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The next paragraph is from the song:pray for me wich swits Neteyam's angst very well
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I'm always ready for a war again
Go down that road again
It's all the same
I'm always ready to take a life again
You know I'll ride again
It's all the same

Tell me who's gon' save me from myself
When this life is all I know
Tell me who's gon' save me from this hell
Without you, I'm all alone

Who gon' pray for me?
Take my pain for me?
Save my soul for me?
'Cause I'm alone, you see
If I'm gon' die for you (if I'm gon' die for you )
If I'm gon' kill for you (if I'm gon' kill for you)
Then I'll spill this blood for you, hey