Quick note, I realize that the last one was super short and really bad, this one will be longer and better, I swear. Also when you see this it means what you're really tinking. Enjoy! Comment people you want me to write about or some little AU's. This relationship is platonic mainly because I ship Nanami and Tomoe to hard :P
What's the point? Why do you keep checking your phone. You don't have anyone's number besides Nanami and her boyfriend Tomoe. And you barley use them anyway. You're pathetic, why are you here?
I sigh clicking my phone off again and play with the food on my plate, my heads right, why am I here? I'm the most unsociable, depressed, loser kid in the high school.
"(y/n)!!" Oh god no. Make her leave. I sigh and put a big fake smile on my face as I swivle in my chair to turn to my only "friend", Nanami.
"Hey Nanami." I say trying not to sound angry. I'm not mad at her, I just hate people. I'm not a people person. But after I got bullied in fourth grade, I took on this fake personality and got two "friends" now I'm stuck with them.
"You okay? You haven't been eating much (y/n)." She says frowning.
No I'm not okay! Why can't you see that?!
"Yeah, I'm fine, maybe I'm getting sick?" I say still smiling. Or you haven't eaten anything in days?
"...Okay, of you say so. Anyway! Wanna come over after school today?Tomoe and I, well mostly me, want to watch a movie or something with you." She smiles. No!! Oh my god no! I talk to you at school only! Say no!
"Um...yeah sure, whatever." I shrug. I hate you.
"R-really?! Oh, oh my gosh yeah okay! See you then! I'll meet you at your locker!"
Now look what you did.
*le time skip*
"So I figured we could watch an anime instead of a movie, so anything you wanna watch?" Nanami looked at me, prepping for popcorn and other snacks, Tomoe was leaning in the door frame watching us as we get ready in the kitchen.
For god sakes, get me out of here!
"Um...how about Black Butler? I feel in the mood for some sexy Sebastian." I joke. Trying really hard to keep my smile up.
Can't argue there. Mmmm, Sebastian.
"Okay cool! We've been meaning to start that!" Nanami says with the same smile she always wears. I glance at Tomoe and he raises and eyebrow, I shrug, he nods his head telling me to follow.
"We'll be right back Nanami, gonna bond with (y/n) for a few minutes, you said you've wanted me to." He shrugs and walks out, withy following.
Oh god, no. No bonding. Absolutely not. Just kill me now.
He stops, sits on the couch, and looks at me. I sit next to him.
"So, what's the matter with you?" He says, with as little emotions as possible.
Besides the fact that I hurt myself, and am depressed, I hate everyone, I wanna die, I am flunking out of school, and I haven't eaten anything for days?
"Nothing, why?" I shrug.
"Bull. Nanami is worried about you and the fact she hasn't seen you eat in days. And when she's worried, I'm worried." He says simply.
How cute. Little petty girl worries about me.
"You're not worried about me though. You're worried about her, worrying about me. When there is nothing to worry about." I say shrugging it off.
"Look, that maybe completely true, but you have my number, and Nanami is very sure you're not okay. If you don't wanna talk to me, talk to her." He says getting up. "Its the least you could do." He walking back to the kitchen as Nanami walks out.
"So what did you guys talk about?!" She says sitting next to me. Tomoe turns back around and sits next to her.
The fact that you're just now caring about me.
"Nothing much, favorite colors." I shrug.
"Something's wrong with (y/n) and she won't admit it." Tomoe says looking and Nanami.
Oh fuck you.
"What? (Y/n), is this true?! Why didn't you tell me?!" She looks at me worried. The look that she always gets before she cry's.
"Look I'm not social and I'm fat so I stoped eating! Stop pressing me! I don't even wanna be here, I just don't wanna be bullied again. So bug off and leave me alone!" I yell and start to storm out of Nanami's house.
"Wait! (Y/n)!!! I'm sorry, I know that I pushed you. I should have guessed that's why you didn't wanna hang out please don't leave! I'll respect your boundary's!" She yells and chases me.
Leave, go home. End it, this can all end. You'll be fine after that.
"Let her go. She doesn't want us remember?" Tomoe says just as I'm about to open the door. I look back at him. "See you tomorrow, (y/n)."
Yeah right.
I nod and walk out the door. Leaving my stuff behind and my only "friends" with out me.
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"O happy dagger! This is thy sheath. There rust and let me die."
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*Bang!*
I am so sorry it ended like that, but so is life. I pit Juliet's last words in there trying to be poetic, tell me what you think! But this is better than the first right?! I'm getting better right?!*crickets* yeah that's what I thought. Oh well. Till next time!
