Dazai was getting ready. Tonight was the night. He was leaving the Port Mafia. He was gonna complete Odasaku's wish. He was gonna be on the side that saves people.
The only thing that hurt him was that he had to leave a certain redhead behind. He was gonna miss that short tempered, annoying and very small slug.
When he was almost ready he heard a knock on his door. 'Who could it be at a time like this? 'He wondered to himself as he his the packed stuff and made his way to the door.
(Also friendly reminder Dazai left at night so it's about 1:00am.)
His eyes widened as he saw the short person in front of him.
"Chuuya?... "
Was the only thing he managed to mumble.
"I know." The smaller one said in a stern and cold voice.
Dazai didn't know if he should be worried or not. He had a lot of secrets. Some more important than others some less. So when somebody just said 'I know'he was never sure about what they knew. He sure could assume. But he was never sure.
Chuuya then brought him back to reality with a kick in the gut. That caused Dazai to fall. Chuuya then sat on top of him and just collapsed.
They were now just laying on the floor one on top of the other.
"Why...?"
"Why? Why? Why? Why?"
"Why are you leaving me Dazai?"
That question caught Dazai off guard. How did he know? Dazai was super careful for no one to find out. Yet here was Chuuya asking him about his decision to leave the PM.
"I'm sorry. " he mumbled. "HOW DARE YOU DAZAI! HOW DARE YOU BUILT UP ALL THIS TRUST BETWEEN US JUST TO LEAVE ME BEHIND!? YOU'RE A MANIPULATIVE SUICIDAL BASTARD AND I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! " Chuuya was screaming on top of his lungs, tears streaming down his face.
"Chuuya... Please don't make this harder than it already is for me."
It pained Dazai to see Chuuya in such a state, Especially when he knew he caused it.
"HARD FOR YOU?! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO LEAVE!"Chuuya couldn't believe what he had heard. Hard for Dazai? He was the one getting left behind. He was the one that was getting abandoned.
After that there were a few minutes of silence. And not a good one. It was a suffocating silence. Dazai felt like he was being strangled to death by it. Same went for Chuuya that was just sitting there crying.
" Sorry... "Was all Dazai mattered.
" Dazai you bastard! I love you so fucking much! And I can't bring myself to hate you nor can I forget about you! But now you are leaving me behind like I meant nothing to you! And it fucking hurts.! It hurts like a bitch!"
Dazai was taken aback. He expected Chuuya to be angry at him for leaving but this... He had thought of every possible outcome but this one. He was stunned. Chuuya loved him? No that can't be the case. He probably meant it only as partners...
Love... Such a funny word really.
What is love?
Is it a warm feeling every time you see the person?
Or is it this feeling of nervousness whenever you're around them?
Dazai didn't know the answer. He was so confused.He just stayed there. Completely still. Not daring to say a word.
But Chuuya was a little better now. He had calmed down a bit.
The redhead got off of the brunette and stood up. "Why Osamu? "Was the only thing he mattered. Dazai didn't know how to tell him. How to explain to him why he was leaving.
Dazai ha d also stood up and they were now one opposite from the other.
Then Chuuya went closer to the taller male. He looked up at Dazai with red puffy eyes. Dazai didn't move, waiting for the smaller one to move again.
They were a few inches away. Suddenly a hand reached up to the brunette's face. Dazai tensed up a little expecting to be slapped. Instead he felt a gentle touch on his cheek.
That was it. That was when Dazai had reached his limits. He couldn't suppress it anymore. He felt hot tears streaming down his face. Chuuya obviously noticed and wiped them off.
"Don't cry Osamu." He whispered just loud enough for the other male to hear.
"How can I not cry Chuuya? " he whispered back. And then...
Silence. The room was filled with silence. But it wasn't suffocating. It was a comforting silence. Dazai then touched Chuuya's hand that was on his cheek. He leaned down a bit.
Their faces were now only a breath away. Dazai hesitated. Was this really a good idea? 'Fuck it! 'He thought and kissed Chuuya. And Chuuya of course kissed back. The kiss was a hungry one. They were both trying to memorise the taste of one another.
It took a few minutes for the two to separate.
"Come with me Chuuya let's leave. Let's go to another country. Somewhere no one will be able to find us. We will leave happily together. A normal and healthy life. Like a normal couple. Please Chuuya I can't bear to do this alone anymore. Please... "
"Ok Osamu. I'll leave with you. Let's leave everything behind. "
And so they did. They left the mafia together. They went to England and lived there for two years. I must say it was the best years of their lives.
Of course they informed the important people like Akutagawa and Koyo that they left and what their plan was.
The End!
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Omg! This took me forever to write. I swear to God I'm never writing agnst ever again! Jkjk
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