@negative.sorrow"put the baddest heffer on the floo"
(October 16th, 2020)
"i hate you"
"why, i don't understand ?" kaiser asked me
i don't know why i hate him, but that's how i've been feeling for the past few weeks to months. He just up and left me when he got a girlfriend and now when they going through something he wants to come back? so yes i hate him. i hate him so much i want to make love with him.
"i don't know kaiser i really don't know so can you leave me alone and go sit wit twice or your girlfriend damn." i told him with irritation in my voice.
"mia please." he pleaded.
He wasn't pleading for me when he left so he can miss me with that bs. it been 4 months now you want to come back?
"goodbye Kamoni." and with that i left cause the bell rang for dismissal.
"maneeee T-rex tell me why Kevo tried talking to me today?" i told kentrell while hopping into the car. "like you went 4 months not talking to me now you want to nigga ian een worried bout yo ass nomo."
"it always be the lil niggas."
"ntm but can i go to uncle mar house ?" i said wit a smile. "it's friday and i want to spinnanight and you said i could."
"you only wanna go for that boy."
i shol do. tray post to me show me that good good.
"maneee you wilding no i'm not." i laughed cs yes df i am
"tsk yo ass bet not me lying either and is nelly going or not after practice?"
nelly was currently at dance practice which ian do.
"i don't know you gotta call her."
"you bet not be doing anything wit dat boy mia i'm so fucking serious you ain't grown."
"mane i'm pushing 25 if dat ain't grown who knows what is." i rolled my eyes cs he wanna be somebody daddy so bad.
"yo ass better behave and play wimme if you want too lil Mj." he told me
stopping the car in front of mar house, so i can get out.
"mane bye love you lots." i told him kissing his forehead.
over these few months i grew to love kentrell as a father figure. sometimes i'll call him dad or father but i'll still call him kentrell and he respects that.