"Ready to go babe?" Rafe asked. I walked out of his bathroom excited to see his face. I thought my outfit made me look really good... but his reaction was not what I was expecting.
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"What the fuck are you wearing?" He asked. "Clothes." I said as I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, well you're not going out like that. Go change." "Excuse me?" I asked. "You heard me. Go fucking change. I'm not gonna take you out to a party while you look like a slut." I stood there silently. "I like this dress, and I'm wearing it." He walked closer to me and placed his hands on my hips. "No babe, you're not. And I like this dress too. You look so fucking sexy. But I don't want anyone looking at you like they can just have you." He said as his hands slid onto my ass, squeezing it a little. "That should make it better, knowing that you're the one who's gonna take it off me tonight." I said with a bit of a smirk. "D-Don't try and change the subject. No one else gets to see you with practically nothing on." He said. "Why are you being so controlling!? First it's I can't drink at the party, then it's I have to stay with you the whole time, and now I can't even wear the clothes I wanna wear!" I yelled. "Don't fucking raise your voice at me." He growled as he pulled me closer to him. "Rafe I'm sick of this shit. I'm sick of just doing whatever you say because I'm scared if I fight back I'll loose you." I said. A tear rolled down my cheek as I was angry and of course, I angry cry. Rafe brought his hand up to my cheek and wiped it away. "Fine, you can wear the dress, but put some tights on, and a jacket too. It's gonna be cold." He said. I felt accomplished knowing I was getting what I wanted. Well, meeting in the middle. I put on some tights and a jacket. I walked out and smiled, "better now?" I asked. "Yeah, it'll work." He shrugged. "Rafe, come onnnn. Please don't act like this." I said. He stayed quiet and looked pissed. I leaned forward and kissed his lips softly. "Let's go sour puss." I said with a smile making him roll his eyes.
*Later*
I sat bored out of my mind as my boyfriend and friends were all either drunk or high. "I'm gonna go get some water." I said to Rafe. He stood up, "I'll come with you." He slurred. "No, it's okay. You're about to fall over as it is. I promise I'll just go get water then hurry back." I said. "Okay, be quick babe." He said. Just like that I got away. I went to hurry to get water because I didn't want to upset Rafe. I got my drink then headed back to the group. "Hey, y/n, right?" I heard. I turned around and saw a boy I hadn't known. "Ummm... yeah... do I know you?" I asked. "No, but my friend told me your name. I just wanted to say you look really good tonight." "Oh, thanks... but I have a boyfriend." I said. "What he doesn't know won't hurt him." He said. "Yeah, okay..." I said as I rolled my eyes and walked away. I got back to Rafe and he was giving me a death stare. "What?" I asked. "Who was that?" He asked me. "I don't know some random guy hitting on me. Don't worry though, I told him I have a boyfriend." I said. He rolled his eyes and went back to talking to Topper and Kelce.
*Little Bit Later*
"He really has some fucking nerve." Rafe said. "What's wrong?" I asked him as I grabbed his hand. I looked in the direction he was looking and I saw the guy from earlier standing there staring at us. "He's practically eye fucking you." He said getting angry. "Baby, calm down." I said softly knowing he was getting worked up over nothing. "No, I'm done with this shit." He said as he stood up. I stood up and grabbed his arm. "Come on Rafe, we're going home." I said. "No that piece of shit-" "Stop it, right now. We are going home." I said. He was completely wasted still so it was easy to pull him to his car. I helped him into the passenger seat and then got in the driver side. Guess it's a good thing he made me stay sober.
*At His House*
We walked into his room and he fell into his bed. "Come on baby, you gotta change. You smell like sweaty teenagers, beer, and weed." I said. "But I'm tired." He said acting like a toddler. I rolled my eyes. I walked over to him and helped him lift off his shirt then helped him with his pants seeing as he was too drunk to do that himself. "Mmm... babe... that's really hot." He said. "Go to bed." I said with a sigh. "Sleep with me." He said. "Rafe-" "Please I just want cuddles." He said pouting. I rolled my eyes and gave in. "Fine, let me go change." I slipped on one of his shirts, and a pair of shorts I had left here. I then walked over to the bed and laid with him. I faced away from him feeling like he had been way too protective earlier. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled my back to his chest. "I know I shouldn't have gotten mad. But... I just want to make sure people know you're mine. I'm scared you'll leave me for someone else." He said. "Rafe I wouldn't leave you. Especially not for someone else." I said. He leaned his head down and kissed the back of my shoulder. "I'm sorry y/n." He whispered. "Just go to sleep." I said softly not really wanting to talk about what has been happening with Rafe.
*Next Day*
"Babe? Where are you going?" Rafe asked as he sat up in his bed. "Home." I said softly. "W-why?" He asked. "Rafe, I just want to go home." I said. He got up and walked over to me wrapping his arms around my waist. "Please don't leave." He said. "I gotta go Rafe. I can't be here right now." I said. "What happened?" He asked. I took a deep breath. "Nothing. Okay?" "Is this about last night?" He asked. I didn't say anything. "I'm sorry, alright? I didn't mean to get so mad. I just-" I pushed him back as I cut him off, "Rafe! That's not it! I mean yes that's apart of it, but... you-you're so controlling. You won't let me wear what I want, so what I want, anything. You just have to control me. You get so jealous even if a guy so much as looks at me. I'm done with it. We constantly fight, and then the next morning everything is fine. This is so toxic Rafe! I'm done!" I said as a few tears rolled down my cheeks. Rafe stepped closer as to comfort me. "Bab-" "Please stop. You're going to make this harder." I said. "Make what harder?" He asked.
"Rafe I can't do this anymore. We aren't happy anymore. I just-I want to brea-" "Stop! Please don't!" He said. "Why!? Why do you want to stay in a toxic relationship!?" I asked. "BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU!" He yelled. "Wh-what?" I asked. "God y/n, I love you so fucking much. I'm sorry I'm so controlling, but I'm just so scared to loose you. You're the only good thing in my life. I need you. I can't loose you." He said. "Rafe... Y-you don't love me. Okay? Don't say that unless you mean it." I said. "I do mean it! I have never meant something more. I love you so much y/n, please don't leave me. Please." He said. "Stop! Rafe! Please don't do that! Okay!? This is what I mean. You do nothing but yell at me and control me, and then the next day you act like nothing happened! I'm sick of it!" "Please baby, I'll change. I won't be so controlling. Please.... Just don't leave me." He said I saw his eyes become glossy. I loved him, and that wasn't something I could just turn off. "You promise?" I asked. "Yes, baby. I promise you. I just need you in my life. Please." He said as a tear rolled down his cheek. I walked to him and wiped the tear from his face and I kissed him softly. "I love you too." I said with a smile as we pulled apart. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him. He laid his head on top of mine. I wrapped my arms around him just loving this small moment. "I'm so so sorry." He said. "It's okay." I said softly. "No, it's not. I shouldn't have treated you like that." I stayed quiet. "I was so scared I would loose you. That you would see someone else and fall for them. I knew that if I didn't have you, I would be nothing." He said.
