Kiss you ( Niall horan fanfiction)

Chapter 6

Today's the day Niall an I go on our date.

I woke up happy an well rested I was just in a really good mood today. Even thought I don't go a day without the feeling of being watched. I have the safety of Niall so I'm not scared.

I walked slowly to my bathroom opening my cabinet and pulling out my curling iron,toothbrush,and others I'm not going through the whole list.

I curled my hair and brushed my teeth. I wondered what I should wear.

I walked over to my closet and pulled out my light colored really tight skinny jeans. I had to lay over on my bed just to pull the jeans up they were that tight. I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a white strapless ruffled shirt an a jean jacket.

I stepped in front of my mirror and looked at my self for a minute. For ones I felt really good about my looks I'm really insecure oh my looks but everybody say I should be proud of what I look like but I'm not its just the way I am it started when my dad passed away.

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( Mini flashback )

I was in class in 11 grade my dad was coming home in a week to visit for Christmas.

I heard my name name on the announcements calling my to the offices. I grabbed my stuff an headed down to the office. My hands knees and everything were shaking I'm so nervous but I didn't do anything wrong.

I saw my mom standing there with tears in here eyes. She sat me down on a bench and told me.

" honey dads general called and he had a very important message" she paused.

" dad died in combat last night" she said crying.

" your kidding right " I said started I cry I knew she wouldn't joke about that.

I swung my arms around her and started crying tears making her shirt wet.

The school bell rang as everyone stared at me crying with my mom in the middle of school.

Emma ran up to me and asked what's wrong of corse I told her she was really close to my dad he treated her like his own daughter.

Emma started to cry cause she know the feeling that I'm going through. Emma grew up with out a dad because her dad died before she was born in a car crash. But her mom married a new man he's so nice he works with my mom and our family's are close.

Emma wrapped her arms around me and we cried together in the middle of school.

After that day I just didn't want to live anymore I had nothing. I wore sweats all the time and ugly clothes but the great friend Emma Is she went with me to theory an help me out of my depression and I started to become more open and caring about my looks but I'm insecure because people look at me and thank that's the girl that wore all the same everyday.

Now today I'm starting to like what I look like and I don't care what people say. Like a lot of people say theses days.

" hater gonna hate :) " I say that to myself everyday.

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I grabbed my bag from the back of my desk chair and walked downstairs

My mom was standing there with her new boyfriend.

I had to say that night that I was really rude to him was uncalled for so I had I apologize. I walked over to him and said.