Quit || nikki sixx #1

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It was another night alone all day in Nikki and I's house. Yes Nikki sixx has been going out everyday doing drugs,heroin, and drinking, he's been doing this for a few weeks now

It didn't bother me much at first untill it started to happen everyday thats when I started to realize what Nikki was doing

I was currently sitting on our couch waiting for Nikki to come home, all of the sudden the door bursts open and Nikki comes in with a beer in his house and drunk. I get up getting ready for whats about to happen

When Nikki gets home he yells at me about how I don't clean the house and shit, it really annoys me but I yell at him back and that's one of the reasons I've been thinking of breaking up with him but I just don't know how to tell him

I angrily look at him "where the hell have you been all day??" He scoffs and laughs "why the fuck do you care y/n I can do whatever I want" he rolls his eyes "why do I care?? Because I love and care about you Nikki!! You've been coming home late after doing heroin and cocaine all day!! Then you come home not give a shit to ask how my day was or how I am!!....do you even love me anymore Nikki??

Tears start to form in my eyes "What?? Of course I love you y/n!! What the fuck are you talking about?? Okay I've been doing heroin because it's the best thing right now for me!!" He yells back at me "I don't know anymore Nikki!! I can't be with someone who does drugs all day and then comes home and yells at their girlfriend for no goddamn reason!! I try....I try to not get after you b-but it's like you are cho-choosing heroin over me!!" I start crying

"Here we go again with ur selfish little baby crying" he rolls his eyes "fuck you!!" I yell at him and start running up stairs to our bedroom grabbing my suitcase and starting to pack my clothes in there

Nikki comes up to the bedroom "what are you doing??" Nikki asks me "I'm leaving,I'm leaving somewhere away from you because heroin is ruining you and our relationship" I continue to pack "No please....I'm sorry I'll quit just please don't leave me..I promise I love you" Nikki starts to cry, I turn around and look at him and my face softens as I see him cry

I take him and hug him "I-I love you so much y/n p-pl-please don't leave m-m-me" he cry's in my chest "Nikki, I can't be with you if ur going to continue doing this, I love you so much" he nods "I promise I will quit. I just can't loose you" he looks up at me

"I'm sorry" he says looking into my eyes "it's okay baby, come on let's go cuddle??" He smiles and nods

We get in bed together and he cuddles me with his head on my chest and my fingers in his hair "thank you for not leaving me y/n, I love you...so much. And I will quit just for you"

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