Sarah's Diary:
Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit... What the actual fuck have I just fallen into?! I can't write right now. I'm going to take a shower then get a little buzzed. I just can't deal right now.Later:
Okay, I'm back. A little stoned, a little drunk and a lot less panicked. But still, holy shit!!!Okay, use your words Sarah...
So I babysat Barbie today. I decided to take her out and get her somewhere isolated to talk. Even before we got to talking I started to notice some things. First, she's constantly treated like shit. I think I fed her her first real food in ages. She ate it like a starving child. Way too much actually. More than she usually gets into her stomach I'm sure.It came out in her diaper absurdly fast. Like it runs through her before she can really digest it. I guess that's why I was told to give her the formula bottles so often. Barbie may love real food but it's not giving her much nutrition.
I had to be delicate, Barbie looks like a doll and seems to be just as fragile. Like her mind could break at any moment. So I did everything I could to let her know I was on her side. I'm glad I did it. But I'm absolutely terrified of who I sided against.
Later:
I needed another bowl. This is like recounting a horror story. True crime or something.I took her to the sandbox. I left the Diaper bag away from us. Just in case. I dressed her myself and the fabric was thin. She may be watched everywhere at home, but I did everything I could to make this private. Give her a chance to open up... And holy shit did she
... He... Open up.
Barbie is actually Riley. He was a typical, healthy guy until turning 16. The lisp stayed, but the childish affect faded away as Riley got to talk instead of pretending to be Barbie.That psycho mother took him to an equally psycho doctor named Cathryn. I won't get into all the horrible things done to him. But they mutilated that boy and made him into Barbie. Riley now had the body of a little girl, vagina included. They literally cut his cock OUT! But apparently also left his testicles intact. Just to torment him with a teenage sex drive and no ability to get off. There's nothing left there to masturbate with. For the guys I know .. and he'll, even for me. That would just be pure hell. The stereotype is true, teenagers are damn horny and it's annoying as fuck. This poor guy has been stuck as a horny teenage virgin and would be for the rest of his life. That's just fucking sadistic. How fucked up does your situation have to be where castration would be a blessing?!
They also took all of his ability to control his bodily functions away. It wasn't that he was stuck into diapers and never given a chance to use a toilet. Barbie/Riley literally can't control their bladder or bowels. The diapers weren't just a humiliation, they were a requirement. He couldn't even feel having to go before his body just released. I feel so bad for them, but it also turns my stomach. In reality this guy is almost 20. But is going to be crapping himself for life.
Not only all of THAT. The makeup, like her lips and cheeks. That was tattooed onto her. All of the hair on their body was completely and permanently removed. It wasn't shaved. The follicles are dead.
I want to help her get out. But even if I do, they're never going back to being Riley. He will never get back a penis, never get out of diapers, never stop having the face of a doll.
I'm also scared of what could happen to me if they find out I know. Cassandra has already committed murder, and murdered Riley's identity. They have the money and the drive to destroy my life in one way or another, just to keep their dirty little secret hidden.
But the threat of that... I still have to help them. After hearing about what people did to Barbie in their last town . It was straight up abuse! There wasn't a single ally withing miles of her, even when they KNEW what happened!
So now I don't know what to do next. The local police I have no faith in. Maybe the FBI? How can I make sure they're taking it seriously before both my and Barbie's lives are in danger? It's like a hostage situation where the hostage taker is just a soccer mom in disguise.
I won't be back to watch Barbie for 3 days. I need to come up with something to do. It may take awhile, but in the meantime she'll have a little bit of basic human decency in her life.Goddamn... That's it, I'm done writing in here. I'm snatching a bottle from the Liquor cabinet and getting drunk as fuck.
Laters...
Three days with Barbie.
I don't think they know what I talked to Sarah about. They barely asked me about her, seemed disappointed she treated me so well. And just did their usual thing, make my life a living hell. My sister spanked the hell out of me when I cried during my "fashion show" for her and mom. Then it got even worse, she'd pulled off my diaper to make it hurt more, her mistake, but I got punished for peeing on her. So then Mom spanked me after her and by the end my ass was purple and green! It hurts to sit down or lay on my back, but I'm too weak to stand for long. So I can't avoid it. My sister started school but hasn't brought any friends over to laugh at me. Maybe they're trying to keep my existence under the radar. So now I get up when sis does. She bathes me the night before now so I feel dirty constantly. Half the time she doesn't even bother changing me before she leaves. I'm stuck in the same diaper for like 13 hours at a time. It's giving me a rash on my privates. Once mom noticed it was starting to smell she slathered some kind of medicine all over it. And making Ashley change me in the morning.
Other than that, life is either boring or humiliating.
I was desperate to see Sarah again. But now I'm afraid.I don't think Mom knows, but she did give me a not too subtle warning. When she fed me the morning she was coming over she said:
"I know you like your new friend Sarah. Just make sure she never knows about who you used to be. If she does, at best you'll never see he again. At worst... I may have Catherine make her into a new family pet. Like a puppy or kitty. You know how that goes, once I send her to Catherine, she'll never be able to be a person again. If that happens I'll make sure she knows it's all your fault."
With those final words the doorbell rang and Sarah was back. I was absolutely terrified. She's the only spot of kindness in my life. I can't put her through the hell I'm going through. Even if I never escape. I'd rather be tapped than pull Sarah into my hell. I have to protect her from the Madhouse. No matter what.
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A New Doll. Part 1 by Adhi Parts 2+ By 0dd0nez
General FictionI'm posting the first chapter as a prelude to my own story. The first part is not my creation, but all the following chapters of the story are. This story was originally found on Fictionmania.tv Thank you