Chapter 7 || Life is Confusing

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"Shit..shit.. god damn it!" I screamed as I woke up in my apartment. It's been a few days since I was out of the hospital.. I synced my breathing with the tics of the clock. In...out...in...out.. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7....breathe Arihiko..breathe...8..9..10. I paced myself and then swallowed to finish the count. To swallow down any anxiousness I was feeling. It was 4 am..just get ready and leave for an early walk.

I punched the mirror as I stared at my reflection. I dropped my prescriptions off the rim of the sink and felt a bunch of guilt hit me. I hit a man just trying to learn what happened at the crime scene.  I ruined myself. That arrow ruined everything. The hallucinations, the dizzy colors... everything.

That stupid figure. This stupid fucking town is killing me inside and out.

*Crash*

"I wish I'd never come here. I wish I stayed in the US.. god none of this would be happening if I never even came for school." I sighed. My life is ruined. My whole soul is cursed cause of this bullshit.

Why am I alive?

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