[ randomly remembered i have this account and decided to write a bit again ]
" what's the deal with you perking up like that anyway " i ask him.
he turns to me,
"instinct i guess"
" what instinct, you're not a cat judah. "
" yeah, im more like a golden retriever, you're the kitty cat. "
he takes his hands and forms cat ears atop his head
" stop that nonsense you look like a stayc member "
" stayc?? "
i sigh "never mind judah"
"anyway, what are you gonna do about vona"
i turn to him, contorting my entire face.
"what the fuck are you talking about judah. im not going to do anything."
"you seem so stressed, i haven't done anything to you"
i ball my fists and walk over to him, raising one of my arms to hit him. judah grabs my wrist pulling me toward him causing my body to jerk forward.
"fara. stop."
i raise the other one, judah grabs me again pulling my body toward him with both arms. he stares at me as if he's deciding what to do, he flips our bodies and places my back gently on the floor.
" judah let me go. you can't pin me here "
i begin wriggling, he holds my arms on the wooden floor and places his knee between mind.
i begin to get frustrated and i feel my eyes well up with tears. judah leans in closer to me.
"oh princess, you look so pretty when you cry--let it out for me."
my head starts to fog, his words cause my thoughts to clump together and sound like gibberish. i begin crying, still wriggling to get out of his control. i feel judah's knee press up against my jeans as im wriggling.
fara what is this--keep doing this. this feels---
amazing. the voice is right. even through the crying and the overwhelming thoughts this feels good. my crying slows and i begin intentionally grinding on judah's knee.
"look at you. such a good girl."
my heart flutters at his words cause me to let out a low moan. judah grins at me, he was seductive and knew exactly what he wanted.
"just like that fara, you're doing such a good job baby. "
" i knew you were just frustrated you poor thing, so many emotions you just don't know what to do with them hmm??"
i just nod, im not able to think. my body just wants to keep grinding against him. judah leans down and begins kissing my neck. light airy kisses trail down the sides of my neck as i throw my head back in pleasure. i begin moaning louder now.
"such pretty noises. there you go, that's it princess let it all out for me".
judah removes his knee and looks down at me. im panting looking up at him.
"p-please" i manage to squeak out
judah's expression changes, he begins to look needy--deseperate even. he tugs on my sweatpants pulling them down and revealing my panties. his finger traces the wet spot and i flinch. he uses his other hand to hold my body in place and glares at me.
"don't move. " he growls.
he tugs them to the side and glides his finger along my entrance
"wet already bunny?"
i moan at the name. bunny, its so cute.
" you like that i see? bunny. "
he tilts his head like a puppy. he sit up, and lifts me up. judah walks over to my bed and sits at the top aligned with my headboard he positions me on one of his legs and motions me to sit up.
" open. " he commands
i obey him, i want to--i need to. he sticks his fingers in my mouth and i suck. coating them in saliva as he watches with his lust filled eyes.
he brings his hand down and tugs on my panties again, he positions finger at my entrance and pushes in. he guides my waist down making sure i feel him inside of me.
"be a good bunny and bounce for me, yeah? "
i can't form words. i just nod and begin bouncing. judah watches me in awe. tracing his hand along my stomach. he drags it down and begins rubbing my clit.
he stares at me intently, as if waiting for me to make a wrong move. my brain is hazy and fuzzy and i can barley keep my body from going limp.
"cmon little one, you can do better than that for me, yeah?"
i nod excitedly
"atta girl."
i bounce faster on judahs fingers tightening around him with each bounce. i feel my stomach tightening and my twitching..
"d-daddy" i blurt out
"what's that angel? i didn't hear you."
