Why Do I Bother

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Why do I bother trying

Why do I bother getting my hopes up when I know it will all end up the same as it was

Why do I grab on to the little things and hope that they will somehow mean something

What's the point of all of it when I know what I do is all for nothing

I'm just trying to get things I can't possibly reach

Maybe camp will help

Maybe a week away from everything will help me

Maybe a week full of physical pain will make me forget about the emotional

I wont know till I get back

But.....

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