36. Insecure

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Y/n's POV:

That morning I woke up to the sound of Eli yelling at the TV. I looked up with squinted eyes, and looked around confused. I saw Eli still sitting on the floor, cross legged and playing video games. Matt was sleeping on the floor, cuddling himself with his jacket under his head. And Klitz was fast asleep with his head resting on my shoulder.

'Eli.' I whisper shouted while rubbing my eyes.

He spun his head around and his eyes were red and the bags under his eyes were tinted dark.

'Have you even slept?'

He shook his head then turned back to the screen. I rolled my eyes and picked my phone up from Eli's bedside table, moving as little as I possibly could to not wake Klitz.

I needed to pee but I really wanted Klitz to stay there for longer so I just scrolled on my phone to take my mind off the fact I felt like my bladder was about to explode.

After like 20 minutes I couldn't wait any longer so I stroked Klitz's head with my nails and kissed lightly him a few times until he started lazily kissing back.

He let out a deep and sleepy 'mmm' noise while squeezing his eyes shut even tighter, clearly annoyed about being awake.

'I need to get up.' I mumbled against his lips.

'5 more minutes.' He mumbled while nestling his head further into my shoulder and wrapping his arms around me tighter.

'Klitz I'm gonna piss myself.' I laughed.

He then groaned and turned around and went back to sleep. I went to pee and came back, sliding back into bed. He almost immediately turned back around and returned to his position of his arms wrapped around my torso and his head on my shoulder.

I carried on stroking his hair, letting his soft brown hair brush in between my fingers. I let him lay there to sleep but I must have woken him up because he just sort of lay there, watching me scroll on my phone.

I messaged my mom and let her know that I was still alive before quickly checking my twitter then going on instagram to post the picture me and Kai took yesterday.





Klitz's POV:

I debated going back to sleep, I easily could have because of how good y/n's nails felt against my head but I wanted to just enjoy sitting like this for a while before I had to spend tonight alone again.

So I just sat there and watched her phone instead. She just texted then went through her socials for a before going to get instagram and going to post a photo on her story.

The photo was of her with an attractive looking guy with shaggy blonde hair and piercing blue eyes. I recognised him as the boy that sat at the back of my maths class a few years ago but I'd never spoken to him, all I knew is that he was more on the popular side.

He had his arm wrapped around her shoulder, their faces were pressed up against each others and they were smiling wide.

Instantly I was filled with jealousy, they looked like a proper couple. Like I'd always known y/n is out of my league, it's obvious but I didn't think it would matter because I realised she could get anyone but she chooses to date me. But I couldn't help but be uncomfortable with the fact she's being so close with not only other guy but a guy that attractive.

'Is that Kai?' I asked while glaring at the photo.

'Yeah, do you recognise-.' She got interrupted with a ping from her phone. 'Speak of the devil.' She said while pressing on it.

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