Klitz x y/n (fem)

39. I Just Really Love Kissing You

Y/n's POV:

I pulled away from Klitz and wiped my tears with my sleeve and turned to the door.

'I'm going to the bathroom.' I mumbled while I walked away.

I went to the bathroom and cried as quietly as I could, knowing that if Klitz heard me he would insist on coming in. I stopped myself from crying after a minute or two and washed my face so I could blame the fact my are red on that if he asked.

I wasn't even sure how I felt, I was really hurt because did Klitz think that low of me that he thinks i'd cheat on him? I do know Klitz is insecure about himself in the relationship so I guess I can understand where he was coming from. God I wish that argument hadn't sobered me up.

I decided I didn't want to think about this anymore because I just want to just go back to how we were before this whole thing, I miss him.

I went back into Matt's room and saw Klitz sitting on the end of Matt's bed with his elbows on his knees and his head in his hands, the second I walked in, his head shot up. His eyes were glassy and he had a look of concern.

'Let's just go to bed.' I said while holding my hand out towards him.

He took it instantly and followed me to the spare room. We got in bed and Klitz stayed on his side, probably assuming I didn't want to be close to him right now but I moved closer to him and wrapped one of my legs around one of his and placed one hand on his chest.

'Klitz I want to forget about this, I don't want to stay mad. But we need to talk about it to get past it.' I mumbled while playing with the material on the neck of his shirt.

'I don't know what to say, I can't excuse myself.' He said while finally looking away from the ceiling and looking at me.

I looked up to him as well, 'I know you're insecure in our relationship. And that you think it's unreal that i'm dating you or something but I don't see that. I don't get it. But you can't let your insecurity get this far'

'I know.' He sighed. 'It is just because I'm insecure and I let that escalate to me doubting if you're loyal or genuine or whatever. But just because I'm insecure that's not an excuse, it's not okay and I know that. I just couldn't be more sorry.' He said and his voice turned more wobbly the more he went on.

I put my hand on the side of his face and stroked his cheek for a second while just looking at his glossy green eye's before leaning in and kissing him gently. He kissed back instantly, the kiss wasn't desperate or passionate or sexual. It was soft and gentle. After a few seconds I felt something warm trickle onto my cheek.

I pulled back and looked at Klitz with furrowed brows and a tear was dripping down his cheek.

For some reason I was instantly filled with guilt, I know I had nothing to feel guilty about but I've just never seen Klitz cry and it broke my heart.

'What's wrong?' I asked in a whisper while bringing my other hand up to hold the other side of his face.

'I just really like kissing you.' He mumbled shakily while offering a soft smile. I smiled back and pulled him back into another kiss.

After a minute he pulled away and tucked a stand on my hair behind my ear.

'That's the first time we've kissed since yesterday morning, that's like the longest we've gone without kissing since we got together.' He mumbled while looking from my lips to my eyes. I smiled and laid my head down on his shoulder and pulled him in closer.

'I love you.' He said while resting the side of his face on my head.

'I love you too.' I mumbled sleepily while nestling more comfortably into his shoulder.