TERE BIN {Discontinued}

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مماين توه باس تيري تشاهات لي تشاهو ر
مين توه باس تيري قربات لي تشاهو رينا صدى✨🥀

Mai tou bs Teri chahat me chahu rehna sada
Mai tou bs Teri qurbat me chahu rehna sada ✨🥀

Saltanat

I

woke up from alaram I needed to pray namaz of fazar I switched off the alaram quickly as Zaroon was sleeping his hands were circled around my waist I picked up his hands and kept it on a pillow to not disturb his sleep he frowned a little bit then went back to sleep I prayed my namaz and then lay down in place I was feeling sleep and I should take rest as it's our walima in evening I layed down on my side and he pulled me in a hug that's when I realised he was already awake he didn't said anything he just snuggled his face in crook of my neck I could feel his breath hitting my neck no way I can sleep like this sometimes I really bring things on myself by my own hands  I closed my eyes mumbling "allah pak neend aajye bs meri wrna sham ki band baj jayegi apne hi walime me panda ki tarah dark circles leke ghumngi Mai "

(Oh God help me in sleep or I will look like a panda on my own reception)

Zaroon

I was panicking with the thought I can't love her again and I found peace in her arms only it's so strange right I don't know why but today she helped me alot I know she hates me then why is she being nice if she will do this how will I stop myself from falling for her again I don't know at that moment I just wanted to hug her as close as possible so I pulled her iny laps hugging her but then she said " have you seen yourself what have you done with yourself" she dragged me and stood with me in from of basin counter I washed my face and then she said again "she baked after so long " I was listing to her but I couldn't react at the moment I tried to I wanted too but I couldn't she dragged me to towards the dining room and bought me a slice of cake that was my favourite yes it was because I stopped doing those things which reminded me of hers  I wanted to try it but I didn't feel like eating anything but then she placed the spoon near my mouth and I couldn't resist her that face and I didn't realised when she tricked me with her talks and made me finish it I was being a child right now but when you have a childhood where you can't act like one you always find someone with whom you can't be that child  she wiped my lips with tissues right now she is turning me on but I wasn't in state to react  she said let's go up you should rest we went upstairs without a word I lay down on my side turning my back towards her she was doing something in her phone but soon she kept it back and hugged me from back I kept my hands on hers a few minutes later I turned towards her and hugged her back it just feels so right to have her by my side I didn't realised when I fell asleep since yesterday she has become my sleeping pills I know she threw away my sleeping pills but this one is better than those I guess I heard a sound of alaram which destroyed my sleep after so many years I was having a nice sleep with out night mares but then she woke up switching the alaram off my arms were still around her waist she took it and placed it on pillow trying not to disturb my sleep but what is she doing in this time it's 4 am then she came out of with hijab oh she was praying fajar a few minutes later she came back and lay on her side she didn't hugged me I wanted to hug her but she will get know that I am awake but still I hugged her pulling her close   to me and dipping my face in crook of her neck her smell is just so soothing it calms my nerves down she smell like peaches and rose Mary she understood I was awake she mumbled something and then hugged me back and started caressing my hairs like she do every time and again as if some one gave me sleeping I didn't realised when I slept

Saltanat

Huff he finally slept thank-you allah pak let's just be the old zaroon and saltanat once again even if I get hurt at the end but you will be recovered from this past i will be glad thinking this I didn't realised when I fell asleep  and straight woke up at 9 am I saw he wasn't there then I heard water sounds he is taking bath I went downstairs wrapping my hairs into a bun I prepared ginger tea for myself and coffee for him and went upstairs he was drying his hairs in front of mirror in his sweat pants and hoodie I said "I made your coffee have it before it gets cold " he gave me little smile and said "thankyou "
"Nevermind I know if you enter the kitchen you will burn my kitchen" he have me a look "like frr " I chuckled and went to take shower it feels like we are just like a normal arranged marriage couple 20 mins later I came back he was having his coffee sitting in balcony thank God I was wrapping my bath robe I was drying my hair when he came inside and said" you don't need to get ready just wear a tshirt it will be fine you have to wear a heavy dress later anyway" "bol aise reh hou jaise dadi phuuphu ko jnte nhi" I said

(You are saying as if you don't know dadi phuuphu habits)

"I will handle it" he replied I shrugged my shoulders and said" okay " I wore a white top and blue boyfriend jeans with a long shrug of beige colour and macthing heels without any accessories I was just wearing my wedding ring in my hand

I went down and was havingy coffee when he came he was still wearing hoodie it's rare to see him in hoodies he was looking cute we went to the main living room it was bit late so zain and Maham the late risers were having breakfast zain  said "api aap kal aayi nhi dinner keliye"
(Api you didn't came for dinner yesterday)

"I was having a headache "I replied I know Zaroon won't be comfortable sharing this with them as they were kids for him Maham gave me "stop lying "look we were having breakfast when baba came and greeted with good morning as we were eating we greeted him back he looked at zaroon since he came here Maham and Zain was also staring him god knows what's the matter baba cleared his throat and said everything alright "I replied with a smile "yes baba"  he said "yes we can see that right zaroon?" Something is definitely wrong but what it is he gave a nod to baba and baba went away giving us a smile after breakfast I went to Mahira's room inaya bhabhi was also there they both hooted and said "seems like someone had a steamy night" WTF what do they mean I mean I know what they mean but how me
I said "shut up it's not possible in our case it's different " inaya bhabhi said " hickey hone ke baad aap bol rhi hay impossible hm kaise ma'am lein bhaiya "

(After having a hickey you are saying it's impossible)

What in the earth if this true I am going to sucide I hurriedly looked at the mirror I had an hickey on my left side of the neck why didn't I noticed it before it seems fresh though most probably few hours earlier types but how I am not going to spare this man

TBC