His Backstage Lover

His Backstage Lover - Chapter 4

The morning arises on the cool summer day. We lay side by side close together. Fluttering his eyes open he grazes his eyes towards my direction pressing a kiss to my head. He was so gentle. Rough behind the scenes but a gentle soul. "Darling", he whispers close to my ear as they instantly poke up, kissing my neck. Turning around I look up at his golden soul eyes. He leans down gently kissing my lips leaning his elbow into the pillow as his head rests in his hand. I smile brushing my thumb across his face, my hand much smaller compared to his complexion. But it's cute. He tucks my hair behind my ears admiring my morning beauty. Never in his years of relationships has he admired such beauty you radiate.

Gently patting my ass he signals he's getting up, I sit up wrapping the silk covers around me. "Where are you going?" I eagerly ask not wanting him to leave. I feel like a lost puppy without his presence close by. "I'm going to make us breakfast", he replies kissing the top of my head, he belts up his jeans but still remains shirtless before walking into the kitchen. I quickly wrap my silk black nighty that rims lace around the edges, tying my silk robe around me which perfectly outlining my nonexistent figure. Following close behind him to the kitchen.

Sitting at the island I watch Austin shirtless showing off his amazing body. The warm tan skin beams off the dark tones of his abs outlining his small waist, this man was once my celebrity crush, but here he is in my house.. and my bed.

Biting a piece of toast Austin runs through the house collecting his things after receiving a phone call of importance i'm guessing. Fun time has came to an end. "I gotta go sweetheart, i'll see you soon right?", he shouts from the bedroom. His voice sound eager to stay but his mind is already in work mode. "Of course you will", i reply in a motherly tone. We share a kiss and smile before embracing, one last beautiful shared moment. One last moment for me to entake the left over cologne from yesterday. Smiling he waves goodbye and leaves the apartment. I can't help but squeal in excitement in this exhilarating moment currently happening.

—————————————————————————A few days pass, Austin had been out of the city for a while on work. We've of course traded messages and rang almost everyday, kind of like couples I guess you could say.

It's a gloomy day, the sky lays lowly and unlit. I'm on a dull conference call when a news notification pops up. Call me old but yes I do read the news, have to stay in trend and up to date - duh-. 'Austin Butler caught seen lip-locking with former model'. Badum- heart drop. "I'm sorry guys somethings uh come up so i'm going to have to go but i've noted everything down don't worry..". Clacking the keyboard I swiftly click off the call and immediately enter the news. My eyes pace back and forth at the information that's forthcoming through my eyes. Is it silly for me to be upset? Am I overthinking too much? Is it okay for me to be mad?. Confusion, sadness, anger waves over me. So, while he's out 'working' he's kissing this model?! She is pretty so I understand but still..

Droplets of tears form in my waterline, it's silly I know but I can't help it. Shutting my laptop I amble over to bed and plunk onto it. It's only been 5 days.. he's been messaging constantly although a few infrequent replies but that was just because of work.. I assume.