I now sit under the tree, I can see children running around. They're happy, I wish I could play with them but I would then be labelled as a creep. I'm not a creep. "You shouldn't go over to them" I hear him say. "Why would they want to play with somebody like you?" I just sit and listen, he's talking again. I begin to lean back onto the tree, I then rest my eyes and begin to drift into slumber.
I am awoken by drips of rain spilling through the leaves of the tree, it seems to be time to go inside I sigh. As I slowly make my way into the building I remember that I am allowed to leave, why am I still in here then? With that information in mind, I walked out of the building. I don't look sane, I'm in a hospital gown walking through Oma. Strangers are looking at me, I don't care, they can't judge me more than him.
I want to go home, I don't know where home is though. I guess I'll try to find it then. I now realize I don't remember where I have been for the past few days. Where even am i? Who knows? "Why do you want to get home? You know who's there just waiting for you" I can hear him say. He's right, I no longer wish to go home so I just sit on the floor. I can see cars passing by, they're full with happy families, I want to join them, but I know I wouldn't deserve that or so he tells me.
I'm beginning to get hungry, I don't have any money or anything. What can I do now? Begging is an option but that's awkward so I will only be using that as a last resort. "You don't deserve to eat, just starve." It's only his opinion, it doesn't bother me anymore.
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Recovery
General FictionRiku Yuka wakes up after a suicide attempt and begins to return back to a normal life. However, she has 'him' talking to her. 'He' can drive her to insanity once more, but Riku won't let him. This series won't be uploaded regularly
