Oh Dear...

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TW: SH and Negative Thoughts!!
Please Be Careful When Reading And Stay Safe <333

It's the afternoon in Lazytown and I haven't gotten out of bed yet. The kids and Sportacus have been trying to get me up and about but it just isn't working. I can't move my legs and it feels like my body is molded with the bed. Soon comes the thought spiral and a tear rolls down my cheek. Then my mind was set on one thing and one thing only. It was the only way I could feel better at least for a little. So, I run to the bathroom and grab the shiny object from my back pocket. Sportacus wouldn't get notified I was in trouble right? The crystal wouldn't go off for something this small? I shake my head and focus back on my arms. The cuts are deeper than usual and i'm not able to catch up to my breath. All the sudden I hear a fast knock at the door "Shit!" I scream as I dropped the razor on my foot. There's a silence, "Y/N, Everything okay? My crystal went off! Are you hurt?" Sportacus starts trying to open the door with the knob. "I-I'm fine! Please just go!" I say through choked sobs. "You don't sound it! Please just let me in Y/N or I'll come in myself!" My heart dropped at that. He cant see this. Imaging his face broke me more. "Sportacus please don't." I say as I try to clean up the blood everywhere, my ears start ringing and my vision is blurry from the tears. When I hear a sudden gasps from behind me I jump. Once I turn around Sportacus is standing there staring at the floor where I was before and slowly his eyes go up my body to my eyes. They soften and his hand slowly reaches out, trying not to scare me. "Oh dear, please give me it Y/N..." his voice cracks a little and I feel my heart stop. Reaching my hand out to him as I start to cry more, he quickly grabs the object and takes the advantage to bring me into a tight hug. "You're okay, I promise..." his voice is almost breathless in relief. "I'm sorry Sportacus, I'm so sorry." I say through my sobs. "Oh Y/N don't apologize please, this isn't your fault at all hun." the hero takes one of his hands and strokes the back of my hair. All I want to do is fall asleep in his arms. I'm so exhausted, the warmth of his body and his soft touch. As if he reads my mind he asks "Would you like for me to stay here tonight? To watch over you?" I smile to myself and give him a small nod in approval as I rub my head closer into the side of his neck. After he helps clean me up I gasps in surprise when he picks me up bridal style and brings me to my bed. Sportacus leaves a kiss on my forehead and we lock eyes again. "I'll be right over there I promise." pointing over to the chair next to the bed. "Would you mind sleeping next me?" I answer back wondering if I went to far. He smiles lightly and walks to the other side, once he's in the bed, I cuddle right back into him and his hand finds it's way back to my hair. I ended up falling asleep pretty fast, listening to his breathing and heartbeat patterns.

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