its been almost week of me staying here now and honestly i never expected this relationship to go so well like fuck we've gone on a date and even kissed. I could swear i felt his arm around me when my stomach was hurting. waking up i knew bloody Mary had come lmao.my periods aren't horrible unlike so women but its not great either, but well i didn't want to trouble jay with such silly stuff so i just went back to sleep after putting a tampon in. I'm so glad i came prepared though. my first two days are horrible if I'm being honest. I was ok in the morning but when jay came home for lunch i was laying like a curled up snake on the bed. jay asked" Ki are you okay?"
i just said "yes don't bother me please". ok yes i know that was rude but come on you can expect me to be nice when there's a dam flowing out of me. Jay was taken aback but decided to go back for work. the evening was the worst i yelled at the poor guy twice in the span of 1 hour, hehe. I lost it in the end and just decided to go for a walk. the only issue was that i forgot to tell jay. once I reached home he was so worried. And honestly that was kind of cute not gonna lie. jay asked "KI WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU" i jus replied saying "on a walk. goodnight". he pulled my hand and said "we may not be the perfect couple but you agreed to try so you cant just walk out if we fight"
i didn't listen to half of what he said i knew i was going to throw up. So i just said "we were not fighting" and ran to the washroom to throw up. This was normal when i was on my period. Jay ran behind me worried and said "Ki please tell me what's wrong, and no. YOU ARE NOT FINE."
i couldn't take it anymore and said "im fine actually. im just on my period so well yeah". he just cutely hugged me and asked "why didn't you tell me? And when was the last time you ate? are you cramping? Do you need anything?" i just started laughing and said "calm down jay I'm fine. i didnt want to worry you.and idk i guess last night i had dinner with you, and yes im cramping but don't worry ill be fine in a few days."
"ki you need food in your system. i've noticed you dont eat much, are you okay?"
fuck
fuck
fuuckkk
i didnt want to lie to him but well i barely know this guy, i cant just tell him that im some sick weirdo.
"yeah duh im fine,its just cause im on my period."
and thats when another wave of cramps hit and i just curled up on the floor. I forgot that jay was right there.
"ki?? do u need to go to the hospital?"
oh lord this guy will be the end of me
"no jay im fine this is normal ill just go lay down for a while"
he was quite for a second and once i got up to walk to the bed my man just decides to pick me up ooof
"JAY what the fuck are you doing?"
he just said "im your husband isnt it my duty to take care if you".
if i say i didnt melt on hearing that i would be lying for real that was so cute.
once he took me to the bed from out of nowhere i asked him to lay down with my
WHY KI WHYYY
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Jay
kiara seemed to be in a lot of pain and i was hinestly surprised when she asked me to lay down with her but i happily agreed and even had the guts to put my hand on her stomach to relieve some pain
when she said "not bad mr husband"
and oh lord that one sentence was enough to turn me into a tomato.
