Don't Worry Darling

"She's mine"

                         Gally's pov

 The new greenie just got into the bath when I left to get her things. She's very obedient. I noticed her disappointment when I didn't ask her if she wanted to explore the glade but to my surprise, she held her tongue and did what I told her.

The male Gladers are almost uncontrollable and I had to become a rock to get them to respect me, most of them fear me to be honest. 

  My punishments aren't merciful, I've killed most of the ones that could lead to a rebellion. Thomas already killed everyone I have ever loved, I'm not gonna let that happen again, and if that means everyone fears me then so be it.

 I already explained to Newt what the situation was, and ordered him to make a meeting with all the boys to explain what was happening and say the rules fit the new situation. Yes, I'm not going to let anyone near her; those stupid boys would corrupt her, she needs to be cared for at all times. Too innocent to be around them and I'm the best one for the task.

 A light wooden large trunk came this month in the box, Minho already knew it was meant for her and asked for me to have a look at it.

 Inside there were two big boxes of "tampons", I read the back of the box to discover it was for periods, I already knew what that was thanks to the books that W.I.C.K.E.D send about females a month ago; maybe they wanted me not to be ignorant about females.

 Of course, I only read the one page that talked about reproduction; the subject that was convenient to me at the moment. Periods are part of the process, I feel bad for the little one; it doesn't look very comfortable bleeding for days and feeling all the other symptoms that come with it. But at least she won't dirty herself when the time comes thanks for the tampons.

 There were clothes of all kinds, coats, t-shirts, shorts, a lot of skirts and dresses; there was a lot of underwear too, the sight of them made me shudder to imagine her with it on, white cotton panties hugging the curves of her hips with a little ribbon on the top to contrast with her fair skin; Gosh, I feel myself getting hard but for now I have to control myself.

 I know that at some point I will get her pregnant, for the well-being of the glade and more than I like to admit…my pleasure, she was mine the moment she looked at me with that trusting eyes of hers, accepting my caresses like we were lovers of years. Her body and subconscious already knew she belonged to me…and at some point, I will possess her fully.  

 For now, I have to think rationally; she's scared and hurt, making her more vulnerable and for that, I need to ease her into things and condition her to rely on me. She's mine and for her to understand that without feeling violated I need to be intelligent.

Some shampoos and soaps smell sweet, a hair brush, and two shoes that weren't made for outside work. Four books written on the covers…

'Pregnancy and motherhood'

'Cooking recipes for balanced nutrition'.

'Useful woman's guide". I opened it curiously, and there were chapters for how to do Haircuts and another for sewing clothes and other materials, how to make fragrances, etc.

The thought of her cutting our children's hair made him warm inside.

 'Matrimony and wife's duty'  That one was the first one I was going to show her, I smirked thinking of how much of an eager wife she will be.

 Then realizing how much time had passed, I got some soft clothes for her to sleep in, underwear, a towel, and a shampoo that smells good.