Into My New Reality

Hell day

I got to school and had a rough day with people whispering and staring. I am not popular, at all-.. I bet Logan was talking about how at the party he actually had sex with me... WHICH DIDN'T HAPPEN-.. But I just sat on a bench listening to my music and reading my ,,Up to Zodia"..

"Hey Mary~!" Logan said to me. I put down my book and turned down the music. "What do you want?" "Ya know, asking someone out is... Really.. Really.. Really.. Really.....-" "Okay I get it-... What do you want?" "Well what I am trying to say is that it took a lot of courage outta me to ask you out.." "Mhm... And what about Angelica, Ellie, Callie, etc. etc. etc. that you have on speed-dial?" "I-I don't know what you are talkin' bout?.." I heard Callie, one of his many girlfriends saying "Babeeee.. C'mere!!!!" Something some basic pick-me bitch would say-. But I just glared at him while he chuckled awkwardly. "Uhhh.. Yeah.. Well I gotta go-." Finally, back to peace and- "Alisaaaaa-" Tony and Elora walked up to me, I guess I can never get anything I want-?? "So.. What did you wanna tell me?" Elora said and Tony went behind her while awkwardly making signs to tell her about Friday night. "Uhmm? I mean.. Logan confessed to me.. And uh... He tried to have sex with me..." "Huh?! Well honestly that does explain why people are saying that you are pregnant-. But-" "Say what now-?! Peole think I am what?!?!?!" Shit.. My mom is gonna kill me if she thinks I am knocked up.. THAT'S NOT EVEN WHAT HAPPENEDDDDD!!!!!!! "Hm... Well have you tried taking a test for it?.." "I am not pregnant, lemme rephrase this, he 'tried' to have sex with me, you happy?" "Well with you being a whole outcast in the school, why should I be?.."

I got home and I saw my mother sleeping on the couch, snorting like a hog.. At least it's peaceful.. Other than her snoring. I opened my phone to start the music up again, I like how quiet it is whenever I have my earphones in and-

"Alisa-Marie, where the fuck were you?! It's 30 minutes after you were supposed to get home!!!". "Sorry mother, my... classmate was asking me what we had for homework..". "Mhm.... So who's the unlucky kid your seeing?". "Huh? W-what do you mean?". "Don't lie to me" "...Whatever anyone told.. Its not true.." "And how should I be so sure??" "who would eve-.... -sigh- Who told u that?..." I knew it was Logan but i couldnt be so sure w/o evidence.. "a boy called the house, asking if u two were still on.." oh my fucking god... this woman is sooooo paranoid abt me being pregnant!!!! "Well its just a date mom..." "I DONT CARE! UR GONNA END UP PREGNANT AT 16 AND LIVE A SHITTY LIFE. OPEN UR EYES ALINA- WHATEVER UR NAME IS!" mother said sipping another beer bottle. ..wow... Shes such a great mother! Shr cant even remember her own daughters FUCKING NAME!!!! "WELL HEY! LOGAN ISNT DAD... LOGAN WONT HURT ME... DAD WAS A LYING, DIRTY, CHEATING-" "SHUT THE FUCK UP ABT UR DAD, U DONT KNOW HIM LIKE THAT" "WELL U DIDNT EITHER! THATS WHY HE CHEATED ON U WITH THAT OTHER WOMAN" "DONT U DARE SAY ANOTHER WORD ABT HIM" "OH U WANNA TRY?!?! HE WAS A HORRIBLE FATHER-" after that.. Everything was... Dark? All i saw was my mother lunging at me and hit me with her bottle.. After that, my only thoughts were "what is going on?" "where am i?" "am i dead?" "no... LOGAN WILL COME AND HAUNT ME IF I MISS THIS DATEEEE!!!"

Wait... I think im starting to wake up...