"Honey, when will you stop crying for the littlest things?"
"Yeah.. to me it's like you're begging for Saden's attention!"
"Shut up Mochi, cant you see she fell and is hurt?"
"Not my fault she's an idiot, humph!"
"Guys...could you not..."
"Oh shut it Saki!"
"Knock it off, both of you"
"Huh?"
"Eh?"
"I'll carry Honey home, you all can go on home now.."
"HUH?!?!?!? NO- I mean I can do it! No actually Carmon can do it!"
"What? No...she's not my responsibility Mochi, so stop tryna get me to take care of her...."
"Heh....like I said I will carry her home, no buts or anything"
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"You know I can walk on my own...right?"
"Yeah but how else am I supposed to get away from Mochi?"
"Yeah...that's true...."
Silence
"Honey..."
"Yeah?"
"Do you...do you...know if Mochi has a boyfriend? "
"Huh"
"I know you and her can be very close at times, even tho she acts like she hates you"
STING
"Oh uh, well I know she is single...but-"
"Ahh...thank you! Ah! We've arrived..let's get you inside
Dear diary
I don't know why but today my friend Saden, asked if my sister had a boyfriend. When she asked this I felt this sharp sting in my heart...in that very moment I felt like I wanted to cry...but harder then I have ever cried. I think I may have developed a crush on Saden....so hearing her ask about my sister's relationship status made me sadder than I have ever been. Me and my sister Mochi, aren't really close because she lives with our dad and I live with our mom. When me and her are around each other we don't really get along. At the end of the day, she always says something to hurt my feelings. I am a very sensitive person so I don't really take it lightly. I cry. My mom has never told me she loves me and when my dad still lived with me and my mom he never even talked to me. My sister Mochi would spit insults at me all day until our mom and dad would get annoyed of my crying. Now it wasn't always like this between me and Mochi, we have our little moments where her care for me comes out. Or when she becomes protective when someone is trying to bully me.
She is older than me by 2 years
So when we were
Younger
We would draw together!
Now I feel unwanted
Useless
Like a crybaby
Invisible
A mistake
But......
Than she came into the picture
Her name was Saden Evermist
YOU ARE READING
Find Me
Romance"Oh...damn....she got them daddy Issues" "Sh, don't say that!" "I heard she lost her virginity at 14 and slept with all the guys at her old school" Why can't they stop with the rumors already? It's getting old they are just jelly cuz you're my besti...
