I sit on my couch just looking around and realize I have no one to talk to no one to listen to no one to laugh with no one to eat with. I'm constantly overthinking things all the voices in my head. The million things that run through my head. I am without any one to calm the voices to tell me everything is going to be okay. I am walking through life without a reason. I don't know what I am supposed to do with my self anymore. I drive people away. Not knowing how or why they decided to leave. I feel like the more I do the further I get pushed away. Maybe I'm not giving the right things they want. Maybe I'm just to toxic to be around. I just know I am a girl without.
