𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 | 𝐉𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐗

❥𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝟏𝟐

A few days ago~

Felix was still laying on his bed after the call with Jisung. It had already been an hour since they spoke and Felix got a text from an unknown number.

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Stop talking to Jisung.

Felix:
Who are you??

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Jisung's hyung.

Felix:
oh alr?

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I'm serious. If you ever call or text him again I'll kill him. I'll kill Jisung.

Felix:
Wtf, why would you kill your own brother??

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Because I'll blame it on you. On SKZ.

Felix:
You wouldn't kill your own brother.

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You wanna keep talking to him and we'll see if I'm serious?

Felix:
Fine I'll stop talking to him.

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I swear I will kill him if I find out you talked to him.

Felix:
I won't.

Felix sighed and threw his phone on the floor. "ARGH" he yelled. He didn't go on his phone until the next day. Jisung had been texting and calling him non stop so the day after, Felix did the only right thing. He blocked Jisung.

Pain rushed through his whole body. He hated this. He lost his heart. He only wanted Jisung to be safe and if this was the only way then he'd do it, even if it means they couldn't be together.

Current time

Felix had his AirPods in, listening to loud music as he looked at the man. No one was there with him. He didn't care. Felix threw a knife at him. He felt tears well up in his eyes. He threw more and more knifes, even after the man died. "ARGH GODDAMNIT" Felix took a gun and shot at the man before throwing a last knife.

The others walked in and saw Felix crouched down on the floor, crying and shaking and the man chained up dead. Felix was sobbing loudly. "Felix—" Chan rushed up to Felix and took out his AirPods and hugged him.

"WAAAAH!!" Felix cried in Chan's arms. The others only looked at the scene and the dead man. "Did you get any information at least?" Chan asked. Felix shook his head.

"What's wrong?" Chan hugged Felix again. "I—" Felix couldn't speak. The pain of not being able to ever talk to Jisung again was too much. He had grown attached and he hated it. In such little time. "Nothing" he stood up but almost fell, Chan caught him. "Felix tell us what's going on, you've been locked up in your room these past days" Chan looked worriedly at the younger.

"Jisung and I— We're not talking anymore" Felix sobbed. Chan's eyes softened as he hugged Felix tighter, letting him cry loudly.

"Go upstairs guys, and this is just one guy, it's fine" Chan smiled. They nodded and walked upstairs. "Felix it's okay.." Chan whispered. "MHM NO! NO IT'S NOT OKAY!" Felix yelled. "I really liked him hyung.. I really did." His grip on Chan became tighter. "I love you Channie hyung" Felix sniffed. "I love you too Felix" Chan smiled and kissed the top of Felix's head. "I'm gonna go shower now" Felix said and pulled away from the hug.

"Sounds good, please eat dinner with us today" Chan begged. "Sure hyung! I will!" Felix nodded before walking upstairs.

Later that day

Felix walked downstairs and sat down with the others to eat dinner. "How you feeling Felix?" Minho asked. "I'm alright" Felix smiled. "No— No he's not alright. But at the moment everything's fine" Chan patted Felix's head. Felix smiled and nodded. Chan has always been both Felix's best friend and almost like a father, the father Felix never had.

"OHHHHHH MYYYYYY GOOOOOOOODDDD" Hyunjin yelled. "WHAT?!" Seungmin yelled back. "THIS IS DELICIOUS! MM-MM!! YUM-MY!" Hyunjin started dancing.

Everyone started to laugh at the blue haired male. Everything in that moment felt right to Felix. He was happy with his family, the only thing that didn't feel all too right was the spot in his heart that was full yet felt so empty. He knew who that spot belongs to.

❥𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧