❥"𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢
𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙩"
Felix grew up hating his father, his father who always abused his sisters and his mother, his father who told Felix that boys liking boys is wrong. Felix loved...
Felix hasn't been answering any of Jisung's calls nor texts this whole day. It all started after their call yesterday morning. Jisung doesn't know what has happened and he can't ask anyone about it.
Jisung was pacing around in his room, anxiously biting the nail of his thumb and thinking the worse.
"What if he just doesn't like me anymore?" Jisung asked himself. "What's if he played me all this time?" He stopped his tracks and crouched down on the floor. It was late at night.
"ARGH!" Jisung gripped his hair. "FUCKING ASSHOLE" he stood up and threw his phone out of his window. "JERK!" He screamed.
Jisung's older brother ran into his room and hugged the crying boy. "Shh.. Sungie calm down" Jiyoung kept hugging Jisung who was crying and shaking.
"I let him be my first.." Jisung thought to himself. Jisung hugged Jiyoung back tightly, crying into his arms.
"Waaah! Hyungie!" Jisung cried. Jisung doesn't understand why's acting like this. It's only been a a day and it's not like him and Felix are together or anything. Maybe Felix's intentions we're never to be serious with Jisung.
Jisung just really liked Felix and imagining the fact that Felix might not be interested in Jisung anymore hurts the elder, a lot.
"Hey what's going o- MY BABY!" Mrs. Han ran up to the two. "EOMMAA!" Jisung cried, hugging his mother too. "Waaaah!!" He cried.
"What's with all this yell—JISUNG-AH!" Mr. Han hugged his youngest son. "Appa!" Jisung hugged his family back.
The next day
Jisung woke up in his bed. His eyes puffy and red, his cheeks stained with tears. Jisung looked himself in the mirror. "Haaah.. fuck" he sighed before going downstairs and outside to check on his phone. His phone had landed on grass so it wasn't really broken, only a few cracks.
Jisung told his father about it and that exact moment they went and fixed the phone.
A few hours later
Jisung got home and sat on his bed as he opened his phone. No calls. No texts. Nothing from Felix.
Jisung's eyes teared up again as he tried texting Felix again. But then he noticed that the texts changed, the color changed.
Felix had blocked Jisung's number.
Jisung's eyes widened when he realized. He put his phone on the bedside table and just sat there on his bed for a few minutes, taking everything in.
His heart slowly sped up and his breathing too as he began panicking. He held onto his head as tears escaped from his eyes.
"A- asshole" he whispered. "How c- could I f- Fall for y- you?" He chuckled before more tears dropped onto the floor. Jisung stood up but fell on his knees.
"Ouch.." he whimpered, his bottom lip trembling. "I- hate you.." he whispered before silently crying by himself for the rest of the day.
Another two days later
Nothing, nothing heard from Felix still. Jisung was hurting and he was hurting a lot. He had shut himself in his room, only eating snacks he had in his room. He was wearing a hoodie that Felix had sent him a few weeks ago and he was also wearing a pair of sweatpants. He was hugging his chicken plushie while thinking about Felix.
"Your stupid freckles that look so perfect on your stupid perfect face! I hate it!" Jisung mumbled loudly to himself. "Jisung-ah! Come out!" Jiyoung banged on his door. "Leave me alone hyung-ah!" Jisung yelled. Jiyoung was heard sighing before his loud footsteps were heard walking away.
Jisung took out his phone and looked at pictures of Felix. Oh how beautiful he is. Too beautiful to be true, Jisung knew it. Felix was way too beautiful to be with someone like Jisung.
Jisung started to text Kai, the two chatted for a while before it was time to go to sleep. Jisung sent a voice text to Kai, saying goodnight and Kai did the same. Kai always knew how to comfort Jisung.
The next day
Jisung woke up and showered before he got dressed. He was finally going to forget about Felix since they weren't even together.
His outfit:
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He walked downstairs and was met by his family sitting and eating breakfast. "Jisungie!" Mrs. Han got up and hugged her son. "Aish! Eomma I'm okay, go eat!" Jisung chuckled.
"You look pretty today baby brother" Jiyoung smiled. Jisung smiled back and sat down beside him. "Thank you hyungie!" He smiled brightly. Jiyoung could still see pain in that smile. His little brother was hurting but there was nothing he could do about it.
Later that day
Jisung was walking around by himself while listening to music. He accidentally walked into someone, "Oh shi— I'm sorry!" Jisung put his headphones around his neck as he started to bow. "It's fine, really!" A kind voice said. Jisung looked up only to see a gorgeous man standing in front of him. "H- hi" Jisung stuttered. "I'm—" "Drop dead gorgeous? Yeah, I can see that" the man smirked. Jisung blushed. "My name is Sunwoo, Kim Sunwoo". "You're korean?" Jisung asked, switching from English to Korean.
"Yup!" Sunwoo smiled. "I'm Jisung- ah- ehm Han Jisung" Jisung smiled back. "Are you single?" Sunwoo kissed the top of Jisung's hand. Jisung blushed again and memories of Felix flashed around in his head before he nodded.
"Yeah! I'm single!". "Can I have your number, beautiful?" Sunwoo took out his phone. "Of course!" Jisung nodded and took Sunwoo's phone and put his number in it. "Thanks cutie, I'll ask you out soon, expect a text" Sunwoo winked before walking away.
Jisung squealed silently to himself before he called Kai.