April 15th, 2015.
5:27am.
It wasnt early, quite a normal time for Rodolfo to be awake. He had nightmares that would terrify him, pick in him, terrorize him daily..so waking up at 5am was the beggining of the whole routine. Wake up, Cry, shower, go back to sleep for 30 minutes until 6:30. The mexican man went to the Cafeteria..Being met with the TF 141 Members sitting down and talking and his Colonel with an arm around the sergeant major, Valeria Garza. It always made his stomach swirl in a way, why? He didnt know.
“Ah, Rodolfo!” Alejandro smiled. “Buenos Días, Soldier.” He said, same handsome smile on his face. Gosh how handsome he was. “Buenos Días, Coronel.” Rudy replied, going to grab food and water. He sat at a complete different table. He hasn't slept well in 2 weeks. Rodolfo even tried the medic but she couldn't help..Only offering some therapy sort of stuff. "A bunch of bull", he calls it. Playing it off as normal things for a person in the MSF to have..Rodolfo gagged on his food, throwing it away and quickly ran to the bathroom.
I couldn't manage to swallow my food. I couldn't bear the thoughts pounding in my head, burning my skin and hurting me daily..what was wrong with me? I threw up. It was red. Petals flowing around the now pretty red water. Petals? Why petals? What the fuck was I hallucinating? I quickly flush down the petals, it was probably hallucinations from thw nightmare. The same one every week. Wake up, throw up, sleep. And it always involves Alejandro and that..witch. My own best friend. I loved her..loved? Sorry. Love. She's my bestfriend since cribs. Alejandro too..My best friend..He's such a pretty doll. Tough, strong..yet soft and delicate. So sleepy after work. I know everythibg about him..He danced with my once. Senior prom, his hand in mine and his hand on my waist as mine layed on his strong shoulders..but Valeria obviously had to burst back into our lives and ruin us. Me. My relationship. I love her, but as much as I do she pisses me off. So much I want her dead. Dead. Be headed. Blown up.
Why isnt she leaving? It's nearly 6. have I cried that long?
Rudy stood, walking to the barracks. It was oddly quiet, silence burning ao loudly in his ears. Why so quiet?? Sounds like people died in the building.. He walked further, eyes heavy and body feeling beat. He keot walking until he reached his room. He walked in, alone..Rodolfo sat on the bed, nearly passing out.
Sleeping would help..if he didnt keep coughing fucking petals!! Jesus, this is a pain..It hurts so much. A knock rose at the door before it opens.
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To love your Colonel
FanfictionShe gently held his face, smiling..such a pretty smile. No way he could compete. Alejandro's eyes held his intentions with her and Rudy simply could never compete. Besides, a man in the military should never show weakness to others. He was the serge...
