A song || Pierre Gasly

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Alice Moreau

I was walking to Chloe's room to ask her everything about last night. It was pretty early but everyone was going to the track and I promised Chlo to pick her up to go together to the track. I nocked on her hotel door but I didn't hear anything I nocked again and again nothing. I knew she gave me a key but only for emergency's but I thought this was weird because Chloe knowing she is always up early.

I got the key from her room out of my bag and I opened the door

"Hey Chloe why are you still-" I stoped taking when I saw both Pierre and Chloe laying naked in the hotel bed. Both looking at me and at each other

Chloe Laurent

Fuck. I knew I was going to regret this

I looked at Alice who just walked into the hotel room. Fuck I missed my alarm that me or Pierre didn't hear.

Alice left the room saying she would wait for me at the lobby and I looked at Pierre who looked at me while I got out of bed and got changed quick

"Fuck I'm late" Pierre said who also quick changed back into this clothes he had on yesterday night.

I was still progressing what happed last night, what me and Pierre did.

It was like the last time it felt good but also not right I don't know. A part of me wants to push him away as far as possible, but another part of me wants to be with him be happy with him, and wants to be around him all the time and have the feeling of how save I feel with him. 

We both didn't talk to each other I was doing quick my to go to makeup and I felt Pierre looking at me. It made me nervous. him looking at me, him standing there in the door fame made me nervous

"Don't you have to go?" I ask him

"Yea I have to" he said and looked at the ground "are we going to talk about it later? Or are you going to push me away again?" He asked

"I don't know Pierre.... I'm confused and my head is making me crazy. I really don't know" I say and I looked into his eyes

"I really- I see you at the track" he says and he gives me a kiss on my forehead and left the room.

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"Hey you ready to go?" Alice asked enthusiastic "hey what's wrong?" She asked seeing that there is something. She looked at my suitcase I had and she looked at me confused

"I got a call from work that I needed to be back in LA I'm sorry " I say as she looked at me with a sad face "they are going to start filming the documentary" I say and I look at the ground

"Chlo you don't have to be sorry you can't do anything and I wil come visit you soon or we wil meet up if we are in the same place" she said with a smile on her face and I nodded and she hugged me. As we walked outside my taxi was there already and I said bye to Alice and I stepped into the taxi.

Alice was wrong. I was the person who said I wanted to start the documentary I don't know why but I just wanted to get out of here distant myself from this sport, the memories, the people and Pierre. It's like I said in my song cause every time  I get to close I just go mess it up by walking away

I love Pierre and I wil always love him. He is my home, my person but I just- I can't right now it still hurst too much. Seeing him, being around him it's just too much and that makes me want him more....

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A/n
You all have officially the rights to hate me now but don't hate Chloe😂