Life as We have never Known

If anyone would have told Kamol a couple of months ago that something would happen and he would be his current retired self… he would have taken it as an insult and shot whoever said that in the head…

Because he owed a lot of Ivan. He never imagined a life where he would willingly give him up… Ivan was the closest thing Kamol had to a brother… and as dysfunctional as it was… his relationship or in this case the times he slept with Danil gave him something… like scratching an itch under his skin…

Till Kim managed to stumble into his life and tangle in it and untangle Kamol at the same time..

Because Even then it took Kamol a while to figure out that this was what they call love…

He would look at Kim and lose control…

Sure the physical attraction started it all… because he was as addictive as cocaine.. he had a night and suddenly he wanted to keep Kim in his vision field for the rest of his life… It puzzled him, he slept with Danil and other partners who were enthusiastic in bed… but they never brought Colors into his life.

Not like Kim… never Like Kim…

Kim managed to give him a sense of serenity he was not used to.. heck he wasn't used to coming home till Kim came and lived in said home… till Kim moved in he was a stranger in his own house.

They were currently tangled in each other's arms in the wee hours of morning… Kamol was thinking deeply about what got him into this… too deeply for such an early hour… too deeply he almost missed Kim's eyes opening and the kiss he dropped into his nose…

"Why are you awake so early in the morning?"

"Just thinking… go back to sleep.. you are still required to rest…"

It has been 3 days since the whole ordeal with Danai went down… Kim was on the mend but Kamol wouldn't have any of it… the doctor said a week and a week it will be… even if he has to tie Kim to the bed himself.. not that they both wouldn't love that… twisted minds think alike after all…

"I feel fine already… " Kim whined…

"Just rest now…"

"Only if you stay with me…"

And here it is again, Kamol was not in the least used to it… someone needing him emotionally… someone who wants him not for power or influence but for who he is… someone who cares and worries about him.

"I am not going anywhere… close your eyes and rest.."

Kim made himself comfortable on Kamol’s chest and it was mere minutes before Kim's breath evened out…

Life has never been so different for Kamol…

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For Kim things had been a rollercoaster… there he was a broken-hearted man recovering from Day rubbing his relationship with Itt all over his face… and he find himself in a semi-impossible relationship with a Mafia man… not only that… but both seem to be enjoying a certain type of activities in their bedroom which seems to be bringing both of them together more and more…

Kamol was handsome, don't get him wrong… that day in the bathroom he was mesmerized but their whole thing had started physically… for him to draw his entire security and safety from Kamol was very unlikely... Kamol was honest to a fault.. a refreshing change from all things Kim knows and have heard of…

Kamol, who never has a stable partner... never had a family, was looking at him like he puts the stars in the sky... it made Kim fuzzy inside... to be loved so dearly… and to be cared for and held so lovingly.