Prince's obsession (Bangchan ff)

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I don't even think I'm ready for love.

(A/n: this chapter will be split in two parts as this chapter is longer than the others!)

Part 1:

Y/n's POV:

We were all talking until we were interrupted by some guards who said that his dad needed to talk to Chan which felt a bit weird but I didn't think much about it. As soon as Chan left, his mum told Hannah and Wooyoung to enjoy their free time as the following few days is going to be busy for all of us so it's better to enjoy their free time while they can. They agreed and left the room. Leaving both Chan's mum and I in the room. She smiled at me and sat down beside me. She held my numb hands and held them in hers. 

She hugged me gently rubbing my back while she did so, "I'm sorry this is all so quick dear... Chan wanted to marry you as soon as possible." She looked at me, "I understand your pain, dear" I looked at her in confusion, "What do you mean you understand? I'm not even allowed to contact my family because of this marriage-" She looked at me and cut me off, "Now.. what I'm going to say isn't allowed to be told anywhere, do I trust you, dear?" I nodded and looked at her who now had guilt and sadness painted on her face, "you can trust me, what is-" She cut me off, "I had a forced marriage."

What she had said shocked me, so she knew. How it felt to be forced to marry someone you didnt like / hate? After all that I went through she went along with it. "I'm sorry- " she cut me off and hugged me gently, "no I'm sorry. I'm sorry you had to be put through this and marry someone you don't love. I know it's difficult but it will get better, I promise." 

She rubbed my back gently. She pulled away from the hug and smiled. "I nearly forgot I had something to give to you" She called a maid and told her to get the box that was sitting on a small table near the door and bring it to her, the maid came in with what seemed like a jewellery box and handed it to her. "This.. was my wedding jewellery and has been passed down Chan's fathers family for years. Every girl that has been married into the family has worn this and it's time to give this to you to wear tomorrow." She smiled at me, the necklace was pretty and I was shocked, "it's so-" "gorgeous. I know ." She smiled, it looked so pretty but I couldn't take it to wear tomorrow. It looked like it cost a fortune and I didn't want to ruin the necklace itself.

".. but.. I'm sorry.. I cant wear it.. it's so delicate- and I don't deserve to wear it." I heard a small gasp from the maid and Chan's mum's face went from a smile to a shocked face, "but.. dear, it's part of royal tradition, you cannot reject it. It's an order from Chan's father." She looked at me, "please accept it, just for tomorrow and then you don't have to keep it if you don't want to.." I nodded slightly and she smiled again.

Chan came into the room smiling and hugged me gently. She smiled at us, "chan, let my daughter in-law breathe! She's going to get overwhelmed again!" She sounded really caring when she said that and it made me smile, Chan also smiled and replied to her, "okay.. mother" he kissed my head and sat down beside me holding my hand in his. We sat there talking about whatever came in their minds, after a while, his mum took her leave, smiling as she did so, leaving us both in the living room sitting beside each other quietly.

He tucked my hair behind my ear and kissed my head again. "I love you, jagiya" I didn't say anything and he got up, picking me up too. "h-hey! put me down..!" I tried to get down but he didn't listen to my words. He smiled still carrying me in his arms. I looked at him and his dimples were visible. I thought that if I acted like I "loved him" he'll let go of me. I looked at him and put my finger on his dimple, "channieeee! please channie, put me downnn!" He pouted at me and put my head in his neck, "naurrr y/nnie! Let me take you to our room.. your feet are going to get tired, especially with tomorrow!" I looked at him, "but I'm okayyy! Let me walk! Please?" He smiled at my cuteness, if only he knew it was fake, and put me down gently.