Taehyun stared at the dorm door with cold, bitter eyes. The door that his hyungs went through, telling him that they had plans for the day. Day after day it was the same. They had all been given a week off from all the Tomorrow promotions and they seemed to all have plans. The root of ugly bitterness rose again in his chest and he pushed the feeling away. He sighed, before slowly turning away to go into his room.
Taehyun ran a hand through his hair and sat down on his bed. The loneliness started to spread and choke his whole heart till he could barely breathe. He felt his phone buzz in his hand and he glanced at it. It was from Kai, he was coming home with lunch for him. Kai was so sweet. The sweetest maknae in the world. He sent a simple emoji to acknowledge the younger and tossed his phone on the bed. He fell back, flopping onto the messy covers of blankets.
The ceiling had a pattern, he noticed. He started to count the random patterns until a soft knock sounded and Kai entered the room holding a bag of food. Taehyun turned his head, his bangs slightly blocking his full vision. He could smell the food from the bag, something delicious was in it probably.
"Taehyun," Kai sing-songed, a cheerful note in his voice but he stopped when Taehyun just stared at him with no expression. "What's wrong hyung?"
He sighed, lazily getting to his feet. "Nothing, Hyuka," the younger raised his eyebrows in concern as Taehyun yawned. The numb feeling hit him again and he wanted to cry. A hand suddenly touched his shoulder gently and he yelped in shock.
"Whoa, sorry!" Kai put his hands up in surrender. "Didn't mean to startle you.."
"It's okay, Kai," Taehyun's face reddened in embarrassment and for being so sensitive. It was only Kai.
"Are you hungry?" Kai asked, his voice soft and patient as if he was talking to a frightened cat. Yes, he was hungry, he was so hungry but his stomach couldn't handle it. His anxiety and loneliness kept him away from food. He rarely ate these days. "I know you're hungry," the maknae said after a moment of silence. He puts down the bag of food on the ground and lays down next to Taehyun who wants to instantly curl up next to him but he holds the words back.
"So..." He started but stopped when Taehyun didn't even move or acknowledge the words. It was like he wasn't even there. "I have food for you...your favorite...so um, I'll just l-" Hyuka gets up but Taehyun grabbed his arm, pulling him back down.
"Don't go please," He whispered, his voice hitching. Hyuka wrapped his arms around a concerningly thin Taehyun and held him close. "Stay with me, please," He felt tears run down his tears as his fingers gripped the maknae's shirt.
"I'm here, Tae, I'm here, don't worry," He cooed, rubbing his back. Taehyun sobbed in his arms, knowing that things would get better from this. It would.
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Fanfiction"I KNOW I LOVE YOU!" TXT Oneshots ~ sickfics, hurtfics and pretty much angst :) alsooo challenges I did for @31LouisTomlinson31