OLD, DONT READ THIS Go away (ii story)

2. What if they find out

Lightbulbs POV:

Oh god.... Oh god... what if she can tell I'm lying.... "Lightbulb... are you sure you're fine...? You've woken up screaming or crying for the last two days... are you sure?" I hear testy say "I...I'm fine..!" I say still breathing kinda heavy "no you're not hun..." Testy says. Wait did she just call me "hun"?!? You know what that's not important "no really!! I'm fine!!" I say, wait was my voice shaky... fuck... why can't I just stay happy, stay happy for them... my team... my friends... everyone who needs me, if there even is anyone....  "I'm gonna go to the bathroom..." I say quietly "alright, but when you get back you can tell me what's wrong.." Testy says back. I walk into the bathroom and grab the stuff in my pocket, my pocket contains some cigarettes and a blade... alright... I lock the door and pull my shirt up to show my stomach, I grab the blade and draw a couple lines with the blade...I watch quietly as the blood drips down my stomach slowly, I'm gonna cut more...I mean I'm annoying and stuff so why not... I cut more.. I put my stuff back in my pocket and clean up the blood, I
go over to Testy "you're back" Testy says happily "O...OH!! Yeah" fuck I stuttered... I never stutter.... UGH ITS SO OBVIOUS.... what if she finds out... will she be mad at me... what if- "Lighty... you know you can tell me if anything's wrong?" I hear the green vile say... I'm so stupid. I end up just convincing her it was just a nightmare and I'm just tired.

I don't think she was really convinced.

I cling onto Test Tube as I fall asleep

This time my dream was rather pleasant, I was just playing with Baxter. It was just me and Baxter... alone... I woke up, rather late. I woke up at 1:36, kinda normal. I don't know anymore. Oh, Test tubes not here. She left me.... Oh I'm probably just overthinking it again... as per usual.. hahaha... yeah.. I'm just gonna get up... "fake until you make it Lightbulb..." i whisper, I have a horrible headache. I'll just take some Advil

Third person:

Lightbulb takes her Advil and goes downstairs to see her partners, paintbrush, fan, and test tube. "Hi guys!!!" Lightbulb says running up to them "oh hey lightbulb!!" Fan says. "Want some breakfast" Painty says "oh, no thanks. I'm not hungry!!" Lightbulb says with a fake smile plastered on her face, Test Tube gives her a worried look but lightbulb tries to brush it off. "come on, jus eat!!" Fan says shoving food at her face "Noooo, Fannn!!!" Lightbulb says trying to push it away, but Fan gets some in her mouth and lightbulb immediately runs into the bathroom, sitting in front of the toilet.

Paintbrush POV :3!!

Me, Fan, and Test Tube all look at one another, and we all start running to the bathroom and I knock at the door, waiting for lightbulb to open it.
"Paintbrush is the door unlocked?" Fan asks
It's not, I open the door quietly, at peak in to see lightbulb throwing up in front of the toilet, I hate throw up. We all walk in slowly and close the door behind us. Lightbulb still hasn't noticed us. After a minute or two she flushes the toilet at looks up at us.
"what are you guys doing in here?" she asks quietly
I just look down at the floor, feeling bad for just walking in. Test Tube walks over to Lightbulb hugging her tightly, I watch as Lightbulb breaks into tears, why didn't she tell us this was going on? She looks so tired. I feel horrible.

Lightbulbs POV:

this was so stupid of me. Now they know.
They're all gonna be so mad at me.
I continue sobbing. I Hope they're not mad.
At least they haven't found out about anything else.

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Welp, i felt so silly making this :333
(I'm definitely not self protecting)