When I say I am fine, I mean it...until it's really early in the morning (still up) and I think over my life and the mistakes I have made and all I do/did.
Then I cry puddles, rivers, waterfalls.
Constantly drowning in sorrow, hurting myself with emotion.
You don't know just how lucky you are or how much you have till it's gone...
My mother is the best mother that you could ask for and I realize that now.
People who kind of know us and even people who don't say we look similar almost sisters,
people who know us and people who kind of do say our personalities are similar; they have no idea how right they are, we're actually more alike than you'd think.
Like you could literally match us up age for age, me to her, our stages we go through, they'd match up pretty darn closely.
You know how they say "history is doomed to repeat it's self?" yeah well history's knocking on the music stand and it's telling me to repeat my mom's solo.
Yes my mom is still alive, it's just that I have a new appreciation for her.
(Especially after the hour long talk at 03:00am because she loves me enough to get up that early, for a stupid reason mind you)
I love her.
She may not be perfect, but she is to me.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And to me, my mom is beautiful, the most beautiful in the whole world.
I love her so much it hurts.
But it's a good hurt.
A really good hurt.
The song I want to dedicate to my mom is "Believe" by Blood on the Dance Floor
The songs I want to dedicate to my bf/gf are "Always and Forever" and "Damaged" by Blood on the Dance Floor
And the songs I want to dedicate to myself are "Bewitched" by Blood on the Dance Floor and "Heart of Fire" By Black Veil Brides
The song above is "Lost it all" by Black Veil Brides
YOU ARE READING
The Story Of Me
De TodoThis will be a book of craziness that I call my life, a place to vent, and a place for my personality. One that even you guys would not understand but would relate to and laugh at anyway.
