It Hurts To Think Of You
I know it hurts to think of you,
But I can't do anything that will keep the thought of you from my mind.
I can count on you to help me when I feel alone,
But I haven't felt your cold skin in so long,
Relying on my memories to keep me alive.
It's getting harder and harder to continue on.
And I've been thinking of you,
Every day of my darkness.
I've been trying and trying to hold myself together,
But no matter how I try I can't keep it together.
I can remember when you said to me,
That you were leaving,
That it would be like you were never around.
I remember, that I screamed and I cried,
The new moon overhead casting no light over us all.
And I've been thinking of you,
Every day of my darkness.
I've been trying and trying to hold myself together,
But no matter how I try I can't keep it together.
I wish and I wish that I could end the eclipse,
But the clouds will not rain themselves out.
I cannot bear the whole in my heart,
And the emptiness left in my soul.
I can't keep trying to escape the pain,
My Edward, My darling, my world.
