Make up my mind.

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It's always been you. He says. And with that he... Looks at me with his big brown eyes, runs his hand up and down my arm, he looks at my lips, then my eyes and back to my lips and he starts leaning in, I find myself leaning in aswell but I stop him by putting my hand on his chest. "I'm sorry but I literally just broke up with Brent like 3 minutes ago, I have mascara all down my checks and I don't think this is the right time cam." I say bearly a whisper. He nods, "but just know I still like you, a lot." He says and I smile at him to lighten the mood, "I really don't wanna go back in there, wanna go do something?" I ask. "Sure." He says smiling. We go back to my room so I can clean up I wash my face and change into black ripped jean shorts and a grey muscle tee wearing black vans. When I'm ready I find Cameron on his phone and I quickly duck into the kitchen so he can't see me, I grab my phone and put some whipped cream on my hand and put it behind my back, I walk out. "I'm ready." I say smiling. "Finally." He says and stands up and starts walking towards me. "Come take a selfie." I say. "Okay." He stands next to me and bends abit so he's kinda my height and I turn the camera so were taking the photo from the back of the phone. " why don't you just use the front camera?" He says. 'Because you'll see me recording.' I think but instead I say "flash only works on the back camera." Good comeback tahlia. He just nods and looks at the camera and smiles. I press record on my phone and mouth to the camera, 'smackcam'. "What's taking so long?" He asks still smiling and then I put the arm with the cream in it around his shoulder and smack the cream in his face and start laughing. "Tahlia!!! You're gonna pay for that!" He screams while I'm still laughing. Next thing I know I've been picked up and thrown over some shoulders. I drop my phone and I hit at his back screaming at him to put me down even though I like it. He spins me around then runs out the door with me still over his shoulder, he runs down the stairs and into the lobby and spins more "CAMERON DALLAS PUT ME DOWN NOW!" I scream turning heads in our direction. I was about to flip them off but I realise we do look kinda weird, weird enough too stare at, a guy covered in whipped cream running around like a maniac with a girl over his shoulder....let them stare. He puts me down and I slap at his chest. "YOU JERK! NOW IM DIZZY!" I yell at him. "Aw tahlie you loved it." He says grinning. My mouth drops at the nickname he called me his grin fades quickly. " shit, tahlia I'm so sorry!" He says. " no it's fine but please don't call me that." I say blinking like crazy to hold the tears. "I'm so sorry, can you tell me why?" I shake my head no. "We will talk about this another time?" He asks. I shrug. "Okay, then can I call you babe?" He asks winking. "Sureeeee..." I say. "I can't even be bothered going out now let's go watch movies in your room?" He says and I nod knowing I don't want to go out anymore either. We go back to our room and I get a txt
'Hey babes are you okay?*kiss hug*' -p
'Am now,when you coming back?*kiss hug*' -t
' I seen you with cam earlier ;) i think I'll just stay in nash's room tonight.'-p
'Where just friends! Okay see you tomorrow, be safe!;)' -t
I put my phone on charge and grab my laptop. We take off our shoes and hop into my bed and I open my laptop and go onto Netflix, cam puts his arm around me and I cuddle into his chest we start watching episodes of the Simpsons I start falling asleep and feel cam kiss my forehead as I fall asleep. I wake up and see Cameron's face right infront of mine "ahhhhh!" I scream and fall off the bed. "Ouch!" I get up and rub my elbow. That hurt, he's still asleep! How can he sleep through that. I laugh at him because his mouth is wide open and he's dribbling, I quickly get my phone out and take a photo. I post it on twitter "sleeping beauty" and tag Cameron in it. I laugh softly and he wakes up, seriously ?! He wakes up from that?! He opens his arms offering me to cuddle. I cross my arms and shake my head and he pouts his lips. "Fine." I say rolling my eyes and jump on him, he starts tickling me and I scream and kick at him and all of a sudden he's on top of me with his arms above my head to support him, I take the time to notice he isn't wearing a shirt and stare at his perfect torso. He stares into my eyes intensely. I put one of my arms around his neck and the other hand on his jaw, he leans down and kisses me, it was just a peck then he leans down again and kisses me more deeply and I wrap my legs around his waist, we keep kissing for abit then he slips his tongue In my mouth I'm surprised but let him carry on, after about 5 minutes of making out he starts to put his hand up my shirt. I go to stop him but he stops at my waist and keeps his hand there. When he pulls away he swipes his thumb across my cheek and I giggle. "Only you would giggle at a serious moment like this." He says rolling his eyes and I slap his chest. He laughs and rolls out of the bed, he his into our bathroom and I hear him in the shower. Just when porsha comes storming in the room looking as pissed as ever while I'm smiling as wide as the Atlantic Ocean. "What happened?" We both say at the same time. We laugh. "It's a long story." We both say again and laugh again. "You go first." I say and pat the bed beside me, she jumps in and pulls the covers up. " me and nash are fighting." She says madly. "No suprise, what about?" I ask softly and she tenses her jaw. "About what happens when we go back to New Zealand. I think we should brake up because long distance relationships suck, trust me I know." She says and I agree she does know because she's had a long distance relationship before with a boy named Raeha, we'll long story short she went to surprise visit him and he was kissing another girl I think her name was hannah? After that she had problems with trusting boys but she got over it now but she's vowed never to do long distance relationships. "Tahliaaaa." She waves her hand in my face and I snap back into reality, "yes, go on." I say. " he wants to keep us together and we had a big argument." She says, then I think about me and cam. Are we going to stay together? Are we even together? A million questions go through my head but I stop thinking when porsha starts crying, and I've only ever seen her cry once so I just hug her. "It'll be fine you's will work it out." I say soothingly as I rub her back. She sniffs and looks up, I grab a tissue from the nightstand and wipe her face and hand her another one to blow her nose "thanks." She says. "Should we skip magcon today?" I ask her and she shakes her head no, " I have to be strong." She says. "Okay let's get ready for magcon.." I say knowing that I really mean let's get ready to face the boys.

A/N: hey!! Sorry haven't updated in abit but here it is anyway, make sure to check out one of my best mates fanfic it's called 'just a fan' by porsha-Rae it's Hayes grier fanfic and it's great so check it out 👍😍
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