Cameron Dallas changed my life

Make up, break up

We get ready, I'm wearing a black and grey flowy shirt ripped blue ,purple and black shorts with galaxy converse. I clip my bangs back and put a purple hair bow in, I'm wearing basic makeup but I have red lipstick on. Porshas wearing black tights and a crop top that says 'mrs Ryan gosling' on it and she's wearing low cut black vans, her ombré hair is plaited to the side and she's got a cat eyeliner. Once were ready we grab our phones and wallets and leave locking the door, when we get to magcon it's the meet and greet and I go to carters booth and Porsha goes to Taylor's booth obviously trying to avoid Nash And cam, I take a few selfies with carter then the girls behind me are screaming to hurry up so I kiss his cheek and move along, I want to ask cam what we are but I just don't know how to so I just hang around until magcon starts. Me and Porsha show the security our backstage passes but they're trying to tell us that they're fake and they won't let us through, I'm pushing at the guard to get backstage and see the boys but the guard pushes me back and I fall to the ground and hit my head on a table.

I stand up dizzy and see Nash and Aaron yelling at the security guard that pushed me, I remember what happens and start crying "omg TAHLIA!!" Cameron comes up and hugs me really tight. "I'm fine." I whisper and sniff. "It's okay,I got you." He says back and I cuddle into his chest. All the boys hug me and Cameron and it turns into a group hug. "Where's porsha?" I ask no one in particular and matt points towards her, she's nutting off at the guard that pushed me. "Porsha!" I yell. "OMG TAHLIA! ARE YOU OKAY?!" She yells back then turns away from the guard " you rude jerk." She says before running up and bear hugs me. "P-orsh-a, c-ant bre-athe" I try to say and she let's go and giggles, I smile back. "So what did you say to the guard? " I ask her. "Oh you don't need to know " she says and smiles proudly. "This is why you're my bestfriend." I say hugging her again. "You guys need to get on stage!" Bart yells at the boys and they all hug us one more time before shuffling away. Bart walks up to us, "I'm so sorry, that guard is fired." He says." It's okay." I smile and reply. He walks with us backstage and we watch the boys preform after they're done they all run backstage and chill. "Wanna come get some food?" Nash says. "Yup." Me and porsha reply. "Let's gooo."
We go to the pizza place across the road from the hotel that I went to when we first came here, when I first met cam.
When everyone's getting out of the car, I see porsha and nash holding hands, they must of made up, so cute. I'm about to get out of the car when someone pulls me back I look up an see cam and all of a sudden his lips are on mine and he's kissing me, I think about how lucky his ex was because he is a great kisser! I giggle at my thoughts forgetting I'm kissing him and he pulls away. "Seriously? Giggling in a good moment? Again tahlia? " he says sarcastically. "Shhh I can't help it if I'm happy." I say pecking his cheek. We sit there awkwardly staring out the window. "What's gonna happen when I have to go back to New Zealand?" I say quietly not looking away from the window. " I don't know? Why are you asking?" He says. "Because I thought... " I start to say but I can't find the words to ask him if 'we' are a thing. "You thought?..." He says waiting for me to finish then he clicks and says "you thought we were dating?" He says gently. " you didn't?" I ask not wanting to hear the answer. He shakes his head no and looks down. All of a sudden I'm furious, I kissed him! I can't believe how stupid I was! How stupid he was! "You're disgusting." Say furiously. " no tahlia! It's not like that! Listen." He yells but I'm to concentrated on my thoughts to listen 'told you he wouldn't like you' my subconscious tells me and I blink back the water in my eyes. "Don't talk to me!" I scream at him, "no tahls, come on." He pleads and puts his hand on my thigh and one on my neck and try's to kiss me, I slap his cheek, I feel guilty but I don't show it. "Don't fucking touch me." I scowl. "Fine then." He say snobbily and turns back to the window "now you're mad?! You have no right to be mad! You were the one that told me that you like me in the first place when Brent cheated on me!youre messing with my head y-ou you, You, player!!" I yell just as everyone jumps In the car. "Why didn't you guys come in?" Nash questions. I reply with "I lost my phone and cam was helping me find it." I say blankly and porsha raises an eyebrow at me. 'Later' I mouth to her and she nods and kisses nash. They're so cute. "Okay so, what do you wanna do know?" Matt says.
"Let's just go back to the damn hotel, we sit have to do everything with them!" Cameron says. "Woah, what the hell Cameron, that's rude!" Matt yells back. "It's fine, I'm tired anyway." I say trying not to sound sad. " well, okay then. We'll drop you's off." Matt says "nah it's only over the road, we can walk ae porsha?" I say knowing that I just don't want to be around Cameron any longer. She catches on and says "yup".
"Well then I guess We'll see you's at magcon?" Nash says kissing porshas forehead.
"Sure." I say. And as I turn to leave I catch Cameron's eye and he immediately turns away. I can't believe in two minutes we went from kissing and giggling to yelling and screaming. I can't believe he said he liked me but he thought we were just messing around? He's messing around all right, but not with me, with my heart. I hate him but the worse part is, I love him.