I woke up to the sound of my alarm, I turned it off and sat up, dang hangover. I got up and went to the bathroom, I did my business and also took a shower, I brushed my teeth and hair. Put hair gel in my hair, put on my boxers then looked through my closet. I dressed into tight Carolina-Blue jeans, a white tank top, a long-sleeve unbuttoned flared-collared white shirt with the sleeves rolled up, a gold chain necklace with a broken heart pendant, and a gold watch. I got into my car and headed for work, a place of constant failure and regret. There is a light though, my best friend Gabe, he's always been there for me and I'll always be there for him. I went straight for the teachers lounge, I got coffee and sat down, "hi Tony," Gabe said with his usual smile. "Hi Gabe," I said upset, "what's up Debby downer," he asked earning a giggle, "my constant reminder of my broken heart," I told him. Abby walked in with a box of sweets as the usual, "hiya roomie," Abby said happily, "hi Abby," Gabe said taking a donut. "Did you make these, these are as sweet as your heart," he said complementing her. I took a donut but didn't dare look at the alluring figure next to me, "hi Tony," she said still cheery, "hi," I said back with a hint of misery. "Are you ok, you seem down," she asked me sitting right next to me making it hard to not look in her heavenly eyes. "Heart shattered into a million pieces," I told her and I heard her gasp from surprise. "Such honesty along with the sadness of it," Abby said her voice going down a notch, "I heard that," Paula said walking in. "Why is heart shattered," she asked, "failure after failure of trying to win the heart of my desire," I told her sounding like a poet. "Who's your desire," Abby asked not knowing it's her, "I refuse to look her in her heavenly eyes and dare not to even look at her irresistible figure," I told them. "Just say the god damn name," Paula said now intrigued, "I don't wanna, if I say it my heart might break even more," I said my voice chocked up. I got up and headed for my class, I mostly slept due to my students being able to teach themselves. Once lunch hit I went back to the lounge, my legs wanted to buckle but I stayed strong. As I ate Abby came in, you gotta be kidding me, I kept my eyes on my food, which is steak. "Tony, look me in my eyes please," Abby said and I brought myself to do it. My fork dropped out of my hand and clinked on my plate, I missed those eyes, "Tony who broke your heart," she asked me. "My dear sweet Abby, my heart got broken the moment she told me I wasn't worth it," I told her and she looked confused. "She didn't directly tell me but I saw it in her eyes, every time I tried she ether ignored me or just walked away," I told her. "Tell her how your feeling, she'll understand," she said trying to be positive, "it's not that easy Abby, she doesn't even know I like her," I told her. "Pretend I'm her," she said when it's actually her, "love is fragile and I was on thin ice, my heart sank to depths of despair," I told her on the verge of tears. I got up and walked out, I went to teachers bathroom and locked myself in it, I sobbed and tears streaked my cheeks. "Tony what happened," Gabe asked, "my love is dead Gabe," I told him through sobs, "Tony come on, how can your love be dead," he asked me. "The heart of the woman I want is out of reach and every time I go for I get hurt," I sobbed, "Tony," Gabe said, "I I don't wanna feel like this, I want it to go away," I told him. "Tony come out," he asked me, I took out my box cutters and flicked the knife part open, "Tony, come on," Abby said and my sobs got more violent. I thought about it and the pain in my broken heart is too much, I brought the knife to my forearm and cut it open, thick blood poured out and the pain I'm focusing on is the pain on my arm. "Tony," Gabe asked worried, "I can't, I just can't," I cried and continued cutting, the door got unlocked and they entered the bathroom. I fainted from the blood loss, I woke up in the hospital, "Tony," Gabe said having a sigh of relief, "what happened," I asked. "You couldn't deal with the pain in your heart so you decided to cut yourself," he told me, my eyes widened when he said that. I yawned and he went to get up to leave, "stay, please," I asked him, "sure thing bud," he said staying seated. I woke up from a dreamless sleep, I looked over and saw Gabe fast asleep, Abby walked in with a box in her hands. Perfect the object of the reason, "I brought candy," she said sweetly, "candy," Gabe asked waking up making me laugh, "hi Gabe," Abby said. She put the candy on the table next to the bed and Gabe, I took a Hershey, so did Gabe, a doctor came in and I felt worried, "you'll be able to go back tomorrow," he told me, I sighed in relief so did Gabe and Abby. My heart still needs mending though, "how's your heart doing," Gabe asked me, "scarred tiny pieces," I told him, "just the her already," he told me, "tomorrow," I told him. "Alright you better do it," he told me being firm, "I will, don't worry, "I'm already worried, your willing enough to hurt yourself," he told me. "I'll do it, I'll do it," I told him, "you better and don't hurt yourself again," he told me, "I I won't," I told him, "you better," he told me.
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Mr. Iglesias: Tony x Abby Story
FanfictionTony is in absolute love with Abby but she ignores and denies all his attempts, what happens when Tony is able to get her falling for him.