The only way is up

Chapter 7: where de fuck did she go?

Martin's POV

I was half a sleep, when suddenly i heard a door close. i rub my eyes and slowly woke up. Fuck this hangover. i look around and realized Emma was gone. Wtf? I thought about last night. It was incredible, it was so much different, comparing to all those other girls i've slept with. I couldn't believe myself. Well you scared her away so it doesn't matter anyway. It annoyed me she now thinks i only used her for a fuck. Well, normally that does is what i do.. But not this time. I felt sorry and fucked up, but then decided to just grab breakfast and finish some music in the studio. I've missed making music, but i knew the break was a good thing for me to do. When i finish my school, in like 4 months i would make a huge comeback with a new album and a massive show at Ibiza. I already felt excited. When i walked over to the parking lot, where my black audi was parked i saw a girl running. It reminded me to the time Emma ran into me and we met. Wait a second, she looked just like Emma. No you dickhead. It is Emma! I yelled her name and she turned around and looked at me, but then ran away. Wtf? "Em come on, i need to talk to you" i yelled again. She ignored and then i decided to fuck it. I ran after her, the hardest i could run. She tried to run away but i already grabbed her wrist. When she turned around i saw tears in her eyes. I felt the guilt boiling in my stumach. I cupped her head and tried to comfort her, but she was mad at me. "Em i'm sorry, i swear to god i don't want to use you. We were just drunk and i fucking like you and i can't believe i too. But i do, i really do like you. You're beautiful, funny and you're the only girl who doesn't think about me as the famous dj, but just Martin. Just Martijn. Please forgive me and give me a second chance. Please." i rattled and felt so nervous. I never felt nervous because of a girl. She looked away, "please Em" i repeated myself. She looked at me again and i wiped her tears away. "It's okay Martin. It just was fucking stupid to give my first time away to a drunk boy i don't even know well" she said. I moved my hand to her hand and hold it. I grabbed her other hand too. "I really like you Em, it feels like i've known you for years" i said. Man, i felt so fucking vulnerable. "We better be friends Martin, i'm sorry" she then replied, after a short while of thinking. Than she let loose of my hands and continued her run. Fuck. You blew it Martin.

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Song of the day:

Tiesto & kshmr ft Vassy - secrets